Date: Tue Feb 12 02:13 Steve Hurley (tuffnkool@mindspring.com): I got to know Josh a bit when he was living in Boston and he left a strong impression on me. I guess it was in '98. My friend was playing bass for him and I went to see the show. I must admit I was a little skeptical because I wasn't a huge School of Fish fan. I immediately connected to his new music. Josh was doing a residency at a small club and ended up going each week (an acoustic project I had going opened one of the shows). Josh really did have a mysterious charisma. For awhile I had a dub of his non released record that included some of the songs from "Sprit." I really loved the tunes. The last time I saw Josh my band was on tour in LA and I ran into him at "White Trash Wins Lotto." He was really full of energy for the new recordings he had just finished (I've been excited to hear them ever since). I asked if he wanted to come out and see one of my band's show the next two nights. He said, "yes, definitely, but I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. My back has really been bothering me." That was the last I ever spoke with him. Thanks to whoever is keeping Josh's music alive because he was a really special person. Date: Tue Feb 12 00:12 Colleen (acuffrose@aol.com): Josh, You don't know me, but I'm a friend of Sam's. And just recently I became quite a fan of yours. Over the past year or so, I've heard stories and seen pictures. He loves you very much, and sometimes it's hard for him when I ask questions. Other times the stories come easily, follwed by "this is one of my favorites" or "I was there when he recorded this" and your wonderfully sweet voice. I met several of your friends yesterday at a release party for "Spirit Touches Ground." You left quite a mark on some truly good people. I played with Kaya for a while. That sweet, sweet doggie gets love at every turn. It was a perfect day, and the sun shone so warmly the whole time. I wore a skirt for the first time this year, which pleased me. People exchanged memory after memory. I tell you, the celebration of you is a thing of dreams. Jeff with the broken leg asked if it was weird for me to be there, at a party for a guy I never knew. But it wasn't. Sam has done you justice, and it's easy to care about you and your music with the portrait he's painted. He cut a video from photos and old footage of you. I think it's wonderful, although he feels strange about it. It's fun for me to finally see you singing your songs. I have to tell you, I love the album. And I love the trumpet on "Backwards World." It's so sweetly hopeful, with a bit of melancholy for things known. I'm always begging friends of mine to put horns in some of their songs. And your lyrics are fantastic. I'm having such a time singing along and rewinding and singing along some more. You understood it the way few people do. I'm doing what I can to help your family and friends spread the word about the album. Hopefully I can help. I'm sorry I didn't get to meet you, as I'm certain I would have liked you a lot. But it's no secret that the world would be a different place were you still here. You remind me of some dear friends of mine. The friends I cling to because they remind me of where I came from and who I am. I think you do that for some of the folks I met yesterday. Back at Sam's apartment, I told him that he's friends with good people. In one of his rare sentimental moments, he smiled to himself, then at me and said "I know." Everyone seems certain that you'd be pleased with the way things are working out, and I hope so. They love you, and it's such a wonderful thing to see. I'm glad to have shared yesterday afternoon with it. I suppose I'll meet you one day. Until then, I thank you for the music. Your friend, Colleen Date: Mon Feb 11 13:44 Bob K (kennedy369@hotmail.com): I was lucky enough to play bass with Josh in a band called "The Boon" when he had just moved to L.A. I was saddened to hear of his passing. I prefer to cerebrate his music rather than mourn him. I received an advance CD of "Spirit Touches Ground" recently and the songs are some of his best work. I was especially moved by his ballads, "Too Cool for This World", "Half Life", & "Already Gone." I thought these songs were written by Josh after learning of his terminal condition even though they probably were not. The STG CD has so much heart and love that I've played it every day and it makes me feel better. In any case he was one of the best songwriters I've worked with. He always did the kind of music he wanted to do, rather than chase whatever music was trendy. Anyway I wanted Josh's fan club leader and family to know that I have 2 tapes by Josh. One is a studio demo with "The Boon" and the other is a solo acoustic performance he taped for me so I could come up with bass lines for his songs. I you would like to make the tapes available to the above listed people. It contain song that were on none of his studio recording. He was a talented songwriter and his music will live on forever. Date: Mon Feb 11 08:08 brian (brian.o'keefe@abc.com): Good Morning America will air a segment about SPIRIT TOUCHES GROUND Tuesday morning. Date: Mon Feb 11 06:17 Brian O'Keefe (brian.o'keefe@abc.com): ABC's Good Morning America will air a segment about Josh and the album Spirit Touches Ground this week ..probably Tuesday. Date: Sat Feb 9 14:26 Dene Wilby (dene.w@btinternet.com): Hi Eric, I can't take credit for the groovy flash intro, that was thanks to Jon Lukas. Well, i'm really excited about Spirit Touches Ground being released on Tuesday and to see everyone's reaction. Please feel free to post any reviews you might want to write to joshreviews@btinternet.com and they will be posted to the site. Also, it occurred to me yesterday that Tuesday 12th is Pancake Day over here in the UK. On pancake day we get to eat pancakes all day! How cool is that? So when you crank up your Spirit Touches Ground CD on the hi-fi, tuck in to a big plate of banana pancakes! Get Josh's special recipe from "words from josh" on the menu above. Enjoy! Dene Date: Fri Feb 8 03:45 eric reed (skippythefrog@yahoo.com): hiyas! I want to tell dean (or whoever did it) how impressed I am with the new intro for this site. it's awesome! I'm very excited about this album coming out on tuesday! despite the fact that I have an advance copy (thanks marilyn and laura) I will be sure to do my part and buy a copy when it comes out. heck, I'll buy a few and pass them along to my friends! what an awesome and beautiful monster josh has created! it amazes me to see how much response this event is getting! ride on! ps, daniella, where are you? Date: Thu Feb 7 23:56 Joey (thisnthat13@yahoo.com): I was introduced to Josh while he did a little tour with Tori. He made a comment about not being able to afford to bring a band with him on tour. I was blown away by his talent un-plugged....so much that I bought his cd at the end of the concert. I took it home and played it. WOW! His genius with instruments was the more impressive. I flipped through the lyrics and fell in-love. Unfortunately that was the only cd I knew was available. I've played Inarticulate Nature Boy for friends over the last few years...and all have come to really enjoy his music. I still have the same cd I bought that night. Josh's music still carries this girl through her days. I'm sorry he left this world so soon, but he shared a greatness with me and I'll never forget it. Date: Wed Feb 6 20:07 NUDGER (domorama@hotmail.com): You've been popping up in the oddest of places and thoughts these days, my ol' Mickey-Frickey. More symbolic & frequent than usual...I miss you, and am very proud to be your friend...CONGRATULATIONS! -dom- Date: Wed Feb 6 18:50 jamie (heavenlygrrl@hotmail.com): Hello Everyone! Well, I initially had Josh scheduled to be on our homepage at Tower on Thursday, but then I saw the VH1 News feature this morning! Like 5 times! I was sooo excited, and I decided to Spotlight "Spirit Touches Ground" today...Wednesday, February 6th... perfect right? It's there now under MUSIC and will be until tomorrow morning, take a look: http://www.towerrecords.com/default.asp the photo cut off the top of his hair...so we did the best we could...I love that picture though! Josh is also currently Spotlighted in our Rock/Pop department: http://towermusic.endeca.com/towermusic?n=38256309&genre=1&act=M1 go to this link and refresh the page until his spotlight comes up. it rotates with several others throughout the week, and will stay in rotation for a few weeks...it is there...so don't give up, keep refreshing. I will keep in touch! Have a great week! ~jamie. Date: Wed Feb 6 18:47 Laura (prfctangel1527@yahoo.com): I just don't know what to say, I've been so upset ever since I found out. Josh even though you're gone you're spirit still lives on! Even though I never met you I feel as if I've known you forever. I can feel you're presence, even now! You're music is such a work of art. I love you! Date: Wed Feb 6 13:38 Melissa (themissyc@yahoo.com): I had the honor of meeting Josh when I was maybe 16. His band School Of Fish opened for the divinyl's at Rocky Point (an amusement park in Rhode Island). To this day I have loved that band not thinking that he had passed on I feel like a peice of me that I had forgotten about is now lost. I never imagined that he had left us. I can see his smile and I can remember exactly how I felt talking to him. He was beautiful to me and he didn't treat me like a child even though I was. I can still hear him singing Father Figure, I think my heart is really sad but at least I can stil hear his music and remember him doing what he did best. I am sorry that he left so early and he will be missed. I feel I have to go home to get my tapes since I left them at my Mom's when I moved out. I still have the t shirt that the band signed and now I am so glad that I kept it. He will truly be missed and if my friends didn't know him before I will make sure they wil now. I just wish they could have seen him shine on stage like I got to. Date: Mon Feb 4 01:57 Money Penny (carolynp1414@hotmail.com): My sweet Josh, I felt your energy and spirit in such a strong way today. Just as I was a bit saddened, you lifted me up again, as you always have. The community of people coming together to coordinate the campaign is just incredible. You must be so happy. I am so excited and proud that it is finally happening. I miss you and I love you my dear friend. Money Penny xoxoxo Date: Sun Feb 3 18:26 jamie (heavenlygrrl@hotmail.com): hello everyone! it's february! wow, just days away from the release of Spirit Touches Ground! for those of you that haven't been lucky enough to get an advance copy...you can go to http://www.towerrecords.com/product.asp?pfid=2622018 at tower records.com and take part in the VIRTUAL LISTENING PARTY! you can listen to the whole album there! (click on the right under SPECIALS...Listen to Spirit Touches Ground in its entirety today! FREE) josh will also be featured in MUSIC on the tower homepage this thursday, february 7th. so be sure to take a quick look that day http://www.towerrecords.com/default.asp. i'm a huge fan, campaign coordinator in my area...and i also happen to help maintain the tower site in music. so obviously...with help from DreamWorks, Marilyn, Laura, Dene and others the album is featured! thanks everyone for all the help! i'm so excited! and now all the fans can listen to the album...now! hee hee! with love, jamie. xxx Date: Sat Feb 2 18:38 Dan Brodsky (dan@danbrodsky.com): I dont know too much about josh or the band he was in.. I had Read a little story about him in the NY Times. But I can say.. That I know what he must have felt about not getting his music out. I have had 3 CDs Recorded ...without label release and sometimes I feel I keep pushing but no one is listening. Its not easy putting your heart felt music and arrangements and working on a project for a long time.. and no one is out there to hear them. But I am glad for Josh his music will be released. Music is the one thing that is immortal. He story is very inspritational for us to continue on our choosen paths... thank you Brodsky www.danbrodsky.com Date: Sat Feb 2 06:12 Laura (snarfer16@aol.com): As I was filtering through various websites tonight, I came upon a link about Josh's new album. A huge fan of Inarticulate Nature Boy, I was shocked and shattered at the news that he has passed. I felt angry with myself for not following his career more closely after seeing him open for Tori Amos in 199?. After hearing him that night, I bought his CD at the show and have listened to it often ever since. My thoughts and hopes are with his family. He was a truly gifted voice and a wonderful soul. Date: Fri Feb 1 18:37 James (jeclft@lvcm.com): I feel so awful because I grew up with School Of Fish and Actually opened up for them with my old band at Old Clamity Janes in Las Vegas Nevada.I I never heard of them or anything until that night, and I was totally blown away. There was all of about 40 people there, they played with all heart and soul even if front of such a small crowd for such a big place. It was on a weekday that is probably why there was such a small crowd. But all the less I was in Awe of this siple but beautiful real music that was coming my way. It was one of those moments you just savor and never forget. When I heard "Euphoria" it was like it was already in my soul and the same with "Fell" And every other song was just so real and pure I was so amazed. Before the show I got to talk to Josh after they did a sound check we had just pulled up. I just sat and watched there sound check and couldn't believe these guys were playing after us. He was so polite and mellow, and we chatted for about 10 minutes about music. I told him I was very impressed with there sound, it had a distintive sound and very captivating. He just smiled and said thanks with his hands in his pocket kind of shy and playful like a happy kid just wanting to play. You could see that music was in him. I had also talked to Micheal the Guitar palyer who was extremely talented also very cool, and also Dominic the Bassist all nice guys and wonderful musicians. I'm honest and I will say the drummer MP was quite the unpleasant fellow when I was asking about his drum triggering abilities he kind of just looked at me like I was some joke. I couldn't quite equate how he was with these total musicians and had such a bad demeanor. Maybe he had a bad day...... Anyway back to the music and the semi-story. After that soundcheck I called my girlfriend at the time and told her you have to check out these guys. She came down and we fell in love with there music and it was a ritual to listen to it every day. I fell out of touch with the band after the second album all though I still love it. And eventually I moved on in my music life and started with the electronic thing which I do love but I love all music. I still listened to School of Fish years later and turned so many friends on to them. However I had health problems and went through my battle,God willing Im still alive. It's not a fun trip to be sick and fighting for your life I know that, but Im sure Josh had a smile such as I. I was quite shocked to learn only today when I popped in Self Titled Debut Album that Josh had passed on. I was so shocked because I had on the album and looked them up for the first time in about 6 years bad memories from the album....Good and Bad.....You know the feeling of lost love. I geuss I moved on finally in my life and gave it a spin. I was so shocked when I read he passed in 2000, I just started crying and couldn't stop for some reason. I felt so bad but I know Josh is in a better realm, sent away to give more beauty to life. His music was true and real and from the heart. He will be missed greatly by myself and I will think of him more now with a smile. Date: Thu Jan 31 21:41 lindsay (linslips@earthlink.net): My love for Josh is so strong, always. My life has changed so much in the past few months. Thank you Josh for helping me through it all. The picture I have of us by my bed settles my mind and spirit. The universe will be a happier place now that everyone can finally get the new music. It never leaves my cd player at home. i love you and miss you terribly. Date: Mon Jan 28 15:15 T.A.Manzi (TommyManzi@aol.com): Hello Josh. Well, it is strange but on 19th January, I found myself in London for the third year in a row. I remember initially getting the news and immediately flying to Los Angeles. It is hard to believe so much time has already passed. It's funny how so many of your songs bring back memories of what we experienced over the course of "Inarticulate Nature Boy" and what used to titled "Center of Six". A bit like looking through a photo album. I even pulled out "Alone" recently and, as usual, it never fails to bring on the tears. I miss you Josh. I miss your magic and how when you had a guitar in your hands you connected with something most of us can only dream about. Be well, know that we're all thinking of you regularly and send a little more magic sometime soon, ok? x.TM Date: Sun Jan 27 03:38 renee faia (spiralpictures@earthlink.net): thinking of you josh. just sitting around talking with friends-telling them all about you. i'm so happy to hear that your record is coming out next month. i've been singing "dragonfly" for days now. hummingbirds, black crows, dragonflies...make me think of you...i see them everywhere... Date: Wed Jan 23 16:44 mark polansky (mark@polansky.net): I just sampled a minute or two off SPG and shall be happy the for rest of this day! thanks brother. Date: Wed Jan 23 07:47 Brian Welborn (king_of_wombats@yahoo.com): I just wanted to say to the friends of Josh and family that I only recently dicovered the news of his death for I have been out of the music seen for quite sometime, until I got on the internet and looked for info on the band. I was a big fan of the School of Fish's two albums. I can't express how much Josh's music has had impact on my life. I play those cd's often to this day since i first discovered them in 1992. It was tragic to discover the loss of such a talented man. Josh was a symbol of the college music era which sadly has been lost. I wll always see SOF as that two album group that I can put in the disc player and forget about things. As a fan of his music I will miss him, but josh will never be forgotten. For every bit of credit that mainstream top 40 groups get-josh should have been given twice that. I just wish that I would have been able to see him perform. Thanks Josh-prayers for the family. "In the music they he lives on!" Date: Wed Jan 23 00:58 Scott (unimog875@yahoo.com): I haven't been to this site in almost 2 years now. I figured maybe i should check out whats going on here and i see his album will be released soon. I am so excited! Well i stuck in the Human Cannonball Cd today and left it on repeat....What amazing memories i have to all those great tunes. I saw SOF and Josh on his own approx 8 times traveling up and down the east coast to see him starting in 91' when i went to college. I made a cross country trip in 95' and that album didn't leave the cd player the whole trip! The other day the movie Kingpin came on and i forgot that 2 of Josh's songs are in that movie, I almost broke a tear. Is there anything happening in NYC for his record release, i would love to help out. Date: Wed Jan 23 00:33 brian (brian@nerami.com): Remember this Josh.... You're still moving forward and congratulations on the release of your record.... Much Love....... --------------------------------- The road of life winds through many curves Mine keeps on turning, does it ever straighten out In circles and circles, it’s circles for now Can I keep spinning, is there any way out I dream of the days where my road rides so smooth The wind keeps me cool and the sun warms my soul My days are ahead though I’ll face them right now Take a hold of the wheel, cause I’m driving through Starting to speed, feels like I’m slippin’ Grasp my desire, feels like I’m trippin’ Wait, my wheels are still on the ground What I have lost, I now have found Open my eyes and what do I see My life will straighten in front of me I always go forward, my path is so straight Don’t worry my friend, your life will be great! Date: Tue Jan 22 02:01 eden (edenwillow@yahoo.com): hi josh...we were blessed (I'll say that because I didn't need to go anywhere that day) :) with a beautiful snowstorm on Saturday. I love how it makes the city clean and sparkly in the brief moment before it gets all brown and slushy. kinda magical. your spirit still makes the city more beautiful every day, and unlike snow, does not get brown and slushy at all. miss you so much and can't wait to hear your voice again...love, eden Date: Tue Jan 22 01:52 Elsa (elsa.vigil@bartlit-beck.com): Hi Marilyn, Just wanted you to know that you are always in my thoughts. I will be forever thankful to you for being there when I needed someone. My heart and prayers are with you during this time as well as to the rest of Josh's family and friends. Josh, I miss you tons. Looking forward to hearing "Spirit Touches Ground". XXX, Elsa Date: Sun Jan 20 10:27 Sarah Pliska (stuff@ pliska.com): Hi Josh, I was thinking about you all day, so Ben and I headed for a 24-hour Pancake place around midnight! Thank you for all the sunshine you brought to our tour-of-duty in LA. I remember you trying to positively and creatively get this music out from the legal morass that is the current recording industry. I am so happy that I will soon have a hard copy of those songs that scamper around in my head. Thank you to all that made this happen! -Sarah- Date: Sun Jan 20 00:47 Jamie (jamies911@yahoo.com): Josh- Less than one month to the much anticipated (and long-awaited) release of your most beautiful album. I celebrated last night with many lit candles and STG in the background. Each memory brings back so many good and painful memories. The album is such a reflection of your growth in music and in life. We all so sorely miss you and wish it was your live voice out there as the album's launch rolls into its final stages. I went out for a long run today and thought of how much you impacted my life - even just becoming engulfed with life while taking in the untapped natural mountainside (down in OC) in January and the fact that I am finally back doing what I know is want my life is meant to be doing. I am forever thankful for all that you brought, and continue to bring to my life. I am the "contact" in the Orange County (and Big Bear) area and am finally back rolling with things down here. If anyone is interested in helping with the campaign, please feel free to contact me. Lots of love and peace to you, Josh. My thoughts are with you and your family and friends today. Date: Sat Jan 19 16:38 jamie (heavenlygrrl@hotmail.com): i've been fortunate enough to have an advance copy of "spirit touches ground" for a few weeks now...and i love it! it becomes more beautiful with each listen! so many fond memories come rushing in...my first school of fish show in '91(in the music plus parking lot in redondo beach), when they played on the tennis court at cal poly pomona, new years eve at the hard rock cafe in newport, the last time they performed on gia's request video show in anaheim, seeing josh up there all on his own doing it solo...in portland, oregon. and how after not seeing him for so many years, he was as warm, kind and sincere as ever before, as if no time had past at all. he just was just surprised to me in oregon! well, i love you josh & miss you...and my thoughts are with you always. for all of you that haven't heard "spirit touches ground," you are in for quite a treat! i am partial to the ballads as well, simply because i'm me, but everyone will enjoy it! if anyone out there would like to help with promoting the new album in the sacramento, california area (& surrounding areas)...i'm the girl you should contact! please send me an email, i'd love to hear from you! celebrate your loved ones each day, and cheers to you all! with love, jamie. Date: Sat Jan 19 08:56 Bob W. (wyaduck@aol.com): Joshie: My body will be in Studio City this morning, but my heart will be in that teepee with so many of your loved ones. I've got a candle burning in the next room, next to that picture of you with the guitar. My thoughts will be with you today, as they are so often. Linda sends her love too. Miss you, amigo. Love, Bobby . Date: Sat Jan 19 06:21 Susan (debevoise_girl@yahoo.com): I was lucky enough to get a promo copy of STG. It's really wonderful. And I'm just not saying that because I'm a longtime fan. The album feels familiar and classic all the same. My favorite songs just on a few listens are "Too Cool For This World," "Half Life," and "Deer In the Headlights" -- pretty obvious I like the ballads :) Date: Sat Jan 19 02:14 Money Penny (carolynp1414@hotmail.com): As I sit here listening to the final master of what is now 'Spirit Touches Ground', the memories are flowing. Our talks about the first demo, listening to it while walking in the park and telling you my favorites. Our plans for Money Penny Management. How proud I felt at 'Fez' as you played your new music to all the good people. This is such a tough time, but I am trying ever so hard to be strong, just as you were. I hold onto the memories - our long talks, endless laughs, your wisdom & advice. Because of you, I know what a true friend is. I look so forward to seeing you again. Hey, do they have rollerblades in heaven? If so, be sure to clear everyone out of the way before I get there. If not, will you teach my how to fly? Date: Fri Jan 11 17:13 jeff (rufhausen@aol.com): Well, well...I will be going to Oxnard for the 2nd of four annual sweats in Josh's memory...Sunrise on the 19th...I am also going to ask my physical therapist to let me abandon my crutches as I enter the lodge, as my broken leg is almost healed...Perhaps people will want to gather at the grave site on Sunday the 20th...let me know...oh, and, Josh? Can you help the Pats through the playoffs...thanks, you rock...24/7 my brother... Date: Thu Jan 10 03:52 Carolyn Powell (carolynp1414@hotmail.com): As the release of 'Spirit Touches Ground' approaches, I am hoping to connect with some of Josh's friends and/or fans in New York City. If you are interested in helping with the campaign, please contact me via e-mail. Thanks so much. Date: Thu Jan 10 03:50 Money Penny (carolynp1414@hotmail.com): I miss you baby. Thank you for being with me. I love you. xo Date: Tue Jan 8 00:23 Chris Richards (scout@cts.com): Josh, Just listened to the final master of the CD. I'll be thinking of you on January 19th. Robin sends her love. We both think the cuts are all brilliant. Date: Mon Jan 7 16:54 mark polansky (mark@polansky.net): I too cannot believe that on February 17 we shall all hear new words, thoughts, and tunes from our dear friend. This album shall be a true emotional release. Here in NYC I walk through Central Park often and am continually moved as I pass by a particular oak tree that Josh and I hung out beneath one great Summer hour after visiting his Grandmother around the block on Park Avenue. Happy New Year to us all! Date: Mon Jan 7 10:54 THOMAS ROUE (tomrwv@intrepid.com): DEAR FRIENDS OF JOSH. A FEW YEARS AGO I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO SEE JOSH PERFORM, OPENING UP FOR TORI AMOS. I HAD NO IDEA HE WOULD BE PERFORMING UNTIL I ARRIVED AT THE SHOW. THIS WAS A GREAT SURPRISE BECAUSE I REALLY ENJOYED THE SCHOOL OF FISH ALBUMS. IT WAS AN EVEN BIGGER SURPRISE WHEN HE TOOK THE STAGE SOLO. SEEING THAT PERFORMANCE HAD A BIG IMPACT ON ME. I RECENTLY BEGAN PLAYING ON MY OWN WITHOUT A BAND AND HAVING SEEN JOSH DO THE SAME WAS AN INSPIRATION. I WAS ALSO IMPRESSED BY HOW OPEN AND CARING JOSH SEEMED TO BE WITH THE CROWD. MY SYMPATHY IS WITH THOSE WHO LOST SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON. SINCERELY, THOMAS ROUE Date: Thu Jan 3 00:57 Mat Rosenfeld (mrosenfeld@rcn.com): Josh was a BHS friend of mine - we were in different bands. I think he would like to see us Brookline rockers still pumping out some loud jams. Well, take a look at www.samuelroach.com and see. Brookline isn't finished, by a long shot. Peace in the New Year, everyone. Date: Wed Jan 2 03:57 marilyn (marilyn@talkingcloudrecords.com): January 19th is coming and I've been feeling the need for a special way to remember Josh on the day of his passing-- then I thought that others might also feel this need. Something we can share, wherever we are-- like having pancakes on Josh's birthday. Something that can bind us as a spiritual community for the moment of remembrance. Thinking about this I remembered what Josh would do when he was on tour, to make a motel room feel like home for the night. He would light a candle and burn a small sprig of sage. I know now that sage is burned at the beginning of many native American ceremonies, and I experienced that at the sunrise memorial ceremony held for Josh by his beloved Descendants of the Earth. (See "Words of Josh" to learn more about them.) Josh's dear friend Saverio tells me that going and picking sage with Josh had become a very special moment. "I remember in particular one time… picking the plants when a sweet song was getting sung and hummed as we knew the tradition wanted and somehow, even without knowing the native American traditional sage picking songs, melodies were filling the air of that valley in a perfect balance of light, colors, warmth, and sound." So, I think what I'll do at daybreak on the 19th is light a candle and burn a bit of dried sage. (Hold a small tray under it, I'm told, in case some burning bits drop off.) For those who want to join in, Saverio suggests, "around the same time every one would take a couple of leaves of sage and burn them, keeping silence inside and letting the smell of the sage bring us back to a simple image of a moment shared with Josh, or just letting quietness be the connecting vehicle." A blessed new year to all of you, full of grace, love, and music. Marilyn Josh's Mom Date: Thu Dec 27 08:13 dorit davidyan (doritio@ucla.edu): I have known Josh less than 15 minutes, up on the ninth floor at the UCLA medical center. he hasn't left my mind for almost two years. I have finished recording a song for him and will send it to his mom and sister. I could send one for you Josh, but are there any postmen in Heaven??? To all- a happy and safe new year. Date: Thu Dec 27 01:34 julie (juliea388@aol.com): Just wanted to wish everyone a most happy new year filled with peace, love, and many pancakes. Date: Wed Dec 26 20:41 renee stahl (reneefromparis@yahoo.com): hey everyone it has been a while since I have been on the site. I am SO excited that the CD is coming out. I play it for people all the time and everyone wants a copy. I miss my sweet dear friend all the time and still I seem to feel him with me everyday. this time of the year will always remind me of Josh. love to everyone. Renee Date: Wed Dec 26 04:36 eric reed (skippythefrog@yahoo.com): MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!! : ) Date: Mon Dec 17 20:46 Carol Johnson Doroba (cjd@impactsearch.com): Intuition is a funny thing...I met Josh and the rest of SOF early on and spent many a fun evening talking and laughing. The best was when we happened upon the first Beavis and Butthead episode and nearly laughed ourselves unconscious! I knew from the first time I met Josh that he was an old soul with a lot to give and I am thrilled to have received some of his gifts. And to learn that he lived in or near Topanga, my favorite hiking/meditation spot when I travel to LA. Last night he came screaming into my head for the first time in a year and I remembered today to see what he has been up to on the web. That is when my heart melted to know that such a talented and beautiful soul left us. My intuition told me to find him, look him up in LA and see what he has been up to. Little did I know that in order to look him up I just have to step into my own mind. To his family, I trust you find such joy in knowing how many people connected with Josh. Dominic-if you are out there, thinking of you. Still in Philly. Date: Mon Dec 17 06:53 Celia (drcbrown@ucla.edu): It was about this time 2 years ago when Josh finally told me the truth. We had been talking about his back pain, and his stomach pain, and his feeling generally bad for weeks. But the second week of December, when it was cold in Topanga, like it is tonight, he told me the truth about his health. I remember so vividly crouching by his bed after examining him at midnight, and feeling my heart sink deeply into my chest. I knew it was bad. I knew it and I was helpless. The next day I made calls, left my lectures to get consults and arrange appointments, but I knew it was bad. I knew, and there was so little I could do. I still feel sick inside when I look at Josh's photo, his beautiful face happily holding his puppy Kaya, and remember. The oak trees I planted for Josh are thriving, but I wish he was here. Kaya wishes he was here. We all do. Josh, I love you. Kaya loves you. We all love you, still. Date: Sat Dec 15 15:01 Donny Musto (donnyx@home.com): Oh My God I just found out about Josh's death and I'm so taken I cried. I had gotten the School Of Fish album when It came out after hearing it from a friend and I absolutly loved it and played it all the time. At times I would go through different albums that I haven't heard in awhile and play them...Of course School Of Fish was always the first one I'd put on. I got married and was real busy for awhile and didn't listen the album for some time...I separated from my wife earlier this year and I was going through my 800 cd's and and there was the School Of Fish cd. I put it on this morning and I started to listen to it and I wondered what ever happened to them because I truely loved this album...I saw Josh solo albums and the next line totally was unexpected "School of Fish called it quits a few years later and Clayton-Felt had a strong solo career that was cut short by his tragic death". I hunted down the web site and here I am...What can I say but I'm so sorry about his death but thank god his music lives forever, he will be deeply missed...Long Live Josh...His voice and music always cheered me up especially the song Euphoria....Happy Holiday and God Bless all of Josh's Family...Donny Date: Wed Dec 12 17:45 Bridgette (bridgettea@earthlink.net): Here is a story that I have kept to myself...I wrote it once to Josh's mother, Marilyn, and copied it here to share it with you... "Right after I found out about Josh's passing, I was in NY with my husband very close to where Josh and I had hung out one time. We were walking down the street when I heard this loud buzzing and something flew right in front of my face and I jerked backwards. My husband and l both practically yelled, "What on earth what that?" Then we looked and to our utter amazement there was the largest dragonfly eye level on the storefront window. It was bigger than I ever imagined existed. The body of this dragonfly was at least 10 inches long and 3/4 - 1 inch thick. We just stood there, transfixed, slack-jawed. We didn't even talk. We just stared and thought and smiled. At the time, I didn't know that a song was titled Dragonfly, I just saw the one on the website. As we slowly walked away, I asked Ernst if he had ever seen one that big and he just shook his head slowly and we on walked in silence." I just found a wildlife photo card today with a dragonfly on it...on the back it says that in tropical regions, the wingspan can reach 8 inches. Dragonflies with wingspans up to 24 inches lived in the Carboniferous period, 268-360 million years ago...this makes my experience even more magical. Truly, the thing was SO big, it was almost comical. Amazing... Date: Tue Dec 11 16:51 scott (ownidaho@aol.com): P.S.--Just read Jeff's message (a few down from this one) about asking for a break, and then breaking a bone! I am laughing out loud at that right now! Too frickin' funny!!!! hope you're healing well! Date: Tue Dec 11 16:49 Scott Roller (ownidaho@aol.com): Hey everyone---After hearing a Josh song on our local station (you can get it on the web---www.wyep.org---very cool listener supported, Pittsburgh-based new rock/blues/folk station) just now, i signed online to see if there was any news on a release date---and yahhooooooooooooooo----there is! Very cool. "Dragonfly" has taken on a bit of it's own life already---it has been passed around on mixed CDs now for months among my friends and their families. The soft intro always catches us off guard--we think "what the hell--this is a really long silence at the beginning of this song...did i screw up when i burned this disc?.." And then the guitar strums and we smile and turn up the volume. Had a great night of driving around with my best friend over Thanksgiving--around 1am or so, with the sunroof down. We played David Bowie's "Heros" and then "Dragonfly"--very loud. A very good night. Best of everything to all of you out there---to josh's family, fans---everyone. I hope the holidays bring good memories to all of you. peace, Scott Date: Sat Dec 8 20:24 daniella (allolovey@yahoo.com): its been a long time since i looked at the messages on this site....i used to come here everyday....but nothing else has changed...i still love SOF, and josh's music and to this day i never leave home without a CD of his in my car...i truly CAN'T WAIT until spirit touches ground comes out....i have been looking forward to that for a loooooooooong time.....hi to every one ...especially you, Eric! Date: Sat Dec 8 07:52 Jeff (rufhausen@aol.com): Seems like not so many people write in anymore...I don't write in much either...and yet Josh is around me and in my head every step of the way, every breath of the day...forever and always...."Someone's been ridin' on my Big Wheel*, Someone's been hidin' all my good days...hidin' them away from me..." Peace and Love....you want music...play ACROSS THE UNIVERSE and DEER IN THE HEADLIGHTS at the same time, gorgeous........ Date: Mon Nov 26 20:27 eric reed (skippythefrog@yahoo.com): I was just wondering what's going on with the promotion of spirit touches ground. I've not heard anything in a LOOOOOONG time. I'd like to do my part to help make this album as much of a success as possible. if this album is going to be successful, I think we need some support from those in the know. let's do everything we can to get the word out! add more updates to the site! start up the email list again (inarticulate discussion). send postcards! let's spread the love of josh! Date: Thu Nov 15 08:48 Paul Ednie (paulednie@juno.com): What a shame. I never get tired of the old School of Fish. I especially like the B sides of the single for "Take Me anywhere". It's sad that more of his music is not widely recognized! Date: Sun Nov 4 21:03 Money Penny (carolynp1414@hotmail.com): I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and I love you very much. xo MP Date: Sat Oct 20 05:04 Jeff (rufhausen@aol.com): Well, I asked Joshy if he could hook me up with some kind of "a break", as things have been tough lately....four hours later I broke my fibula and tibia in my right leg...VERY FUNNY DUDE!! Be careful what you wish for...I miss JOSHY!!!!!!!! Date: Tue Oct 9 02:11 eden (edenwillow@yahoo.com): hi josh...i've been thinking about you so much lately. i can't wait for the new album. it is the first good news i have had in, well, a month. i miss you love, eden Date: Thu Oct 4 18:10 Arval (circusbug5@hotmail.com): I just saw Tori Amos again over the weekend and I must say it made me miss Josh...I din't even see the opening act...Josh was my favorite opening act....I thank her for bringing Josh back into my mind... Date: Sat Sep 29 07:46 Kaya (Home): Hi Dad, I miss you, but Mom kisses me and tells me that you love me. I play with my friends, bark all the time, and mess up Mom's plants. We hike up the mountain and I sniffed a snake the other day. It rattled and I left it alone after Mom yelled and put me on my leash. I wish I could lick your face again. Love, Kaya Date: Tue Sep 25 21:44 Julie Tortolani (juliat@wildbrain.com): I met Josh when I was 12 or 13 at a summer camp in British Columbia. We were pals for a couple years and wrote to each other and stayed in touch til we were about 14-15 I think. We stopped going to that camp and fell out of touch. But I never forgot him. Last night, out of the blue, I thought I would look him up on the web to try to find out if I could get back in touch, email him or something. I was surprised to learn he became this great musician. When I looked at his the web page with his lyrics I saw his handwriting- totally like it was in the letters we wrote at teenagers. I wish I could have known him as an adult. Seems like he continued to become a great guy. It's so cool that there is this web site where I can see how he touched so many people's lives. He's living on through everyone who knew him. Thanks to those who have allowed me to appreciate him today. I'm gonna go get his albums. -Julia Tortolani Date: Wed Sep 12 19:26 Lindsay (linslips@earthlink.net): This is a crazy time right now. Josh I know you are looking over and spreading your love and healing powers all over. I have so much to talk to you about. I'm ready if you could pop in a dream. It has been some time now since the last one. I do feel you all around though and I thank you for that. I love you Date: Sat Sep 8 03:12 Money Penny (carolynp1414@hotmail.com): I just saw the video documenting Josh's Totem Pole. It is AMAZING. Thank you Lydia, you are an incredibly talented artist. I look forward to meeting you one day soon. Henry, congratulations, you did a superb job. Marilyn, thank you and I love you. Joshy, I feel your spirit and love with me every day. I can't wait to help bring your beautiful music to all the good people. I miss you sweetie. I love you more every day. Thank you for being such a blessing in my life. Date: Sun Sep 2 03:54 Jeff (rufhausen@aol.com): Well, friend...it has been quite a time, hasn't it. I have been missing you a great deal...driving through Topanga, I could hardly breathe. Transition time again...no job, new apartment, great relationship...talk to me buddy, I'm runnin' low on magic...I have tried to hold strong, but I have fallen out of Joshiness of late. I know I'm a lot of work, but I'm worth it....I love you eternally my wonderful brother...........peace...Jeffy........ Date: Sat Sep 1 00:48 nicky (njcorbett@earthlink.net): Hey Josh: I've been thinking about you an awful lot lately and I just know I'm due for one of those dreams. My door is open. I am 9 weeks pregnant and somehow feel you already know this, but just wanted to tell you anyway. Miss you so much. Love, Nic Date: Wed Aug 29 22:01 Joe Walters (eviljoe@pacbell.net): Josh-Dreamt of you today.. smile that shined over..dripping happiness and the knowledge that everything will be alright. It is.. but I miss you too.Joe Date: Tue Aug 28 03:00 leslie (leslie.k.schleicher/lake/ppd/abbott@abbott): sitting here reminising and listening to old school, school of fish. miss it. Date: Sat Aug 25 23:48 Bryce (schooloffishfan@yahoo.com): i want to know when Spirit Touches Ground comes out. could you tell me when. thanks. Date: Thu Aug 23 15:35 Melissa Mejia (bubblegum911@collegeclub.com): I saw Josh play at a Tori AMos concert a few years back, in Jacksonville, FLorida. He opened for her and I thought his voice was awesome and went to buy his nature boy cd. I just found out to taday that he has since passed away. Im quite sorry for that and i guess today will be a great day to take his cd out again and liten to it while i light a candle for his rememberance. Thank you for singing JOSH!!love, melissa Date: Wed Aug 22 17:57 marilyn (marilyn@talkingcloudrecords.com): If you're going to be in the Philly area on August 28th, check out the Campaign Bulletin Board in the "Spirit Touches Ground" section, and look at the posting by Greg Riordan (campaign coordinator for Washington/Baltimore). He's doing a show where he'll be playing a short set of Josh's music. You can also get more information on the show from his website at gregriordan.com. Date: Wed Aug 22 01:40 eden (edenwillow@yahoo.com): hello...thanks so much for the josh documentary. it is so inspiring to see him again. i think about him every day, every time i see something beautiful and funny. like today i saw a little boy at "candy world" (a really astonishingly huge candy/ice cream store), with chocolate all over his face, who told me very earnestly that, in fact, he did NOT love "candy world". i miss you so much joshlove, eden Date: Mon Aug 20 23:42 Bryce (schooloffishfan@yahoo.com): hey everyone,i just found out that the discography page doesnt come up on my computer.this message is for Dene Wilby. Date: Sun Aug 19 22:17 marilyn (marilyn@talkingcloudrecords): Last night, Josh, I looked back through all the messages here and I saw my first one. How far I've come since then. I'm sure you know. Date: Tue Aug 14 06:57 Peter Bos (peter_bos@excite.com): Hi Josh, my legs still wanna go all the time. Thanks for the DragonFly tonight. Your gifts are precious indeed. Thinking of you. Peter. Date: Fri Aug 10 20:54 Tim Bolesta (TmBolesta@netscape.net): Hello eveyone! I just wanted to give my best to Josh, his family and all of you wonderful people. I remember the first time I ever heard School of Fish. They performed "Three Strange Days" on some late night show. I think it was on ABC.It was incredible! They were the essence of cool, absolute perfection! I mourn Josh's passing everyday. I never thought that the death of someone I never knew personally, could effect me the way that it does. When I found out that he passed on, I was devastated. I'm so glad that this web site exists to allow Josh's memory, music, and love to live on! Date: Thu Aug 2 21:03 George Lukas (gl@cs.umb.edu): The video clip which has just been made available in the 'videos'section of this site needs QuickTime 5. QuickTime 4 will give youthe audio but no video and (for many windows users the default)Media Player won't work at all. A link is provided in the 'videos'section to download QT5.George Lukas