2000 Messages - Part 1
Date: Sat Dec 30 22:17
jeff (
Josh, my brother - Tomorrow is the anniversary of the last time you spoke to me with your voice...everything looked like it was on the up and up after two days of "Premo." I went to a New Year's Eve party, ambivalently, and you said, "Don't worry about me. Go have a good time." I said I wouldn't worry. I lied. I miss you I miss you I miss you...I just wanted you to feel better...Chad and I saw your mom today. She's a wonderful woman with the most amazing amount of strength and love. Your life is being celebrated all the time. And we maintain the "Circle of Josh" and it is ready to be there for everybody and anybody who needs it. I miss you you chicken saag wala eating sweetheart of a guy. Hey, can you hook a brutha up with a smooth journey home...it's flight 1987 Boston to LAX...but then, you knew that didn't you? I love you sooo much my friend...
Date: Thu Dec 28 20:07
Moneypenny (
Dear Josh - my little chachi,Each & every day I think of you. The memories are endless, still shining in my soul. The sprinkle of light rain and burst of sunlight assures me that you are always with me and know how very much I love you. I carry your love and spirit in me with every step I take. I will never give up the dream...I love you, Moneypenny
Date: Mon Dec 25 09:05
renee stahl (
oh boy, I just finished reading Marilyn ans Sam's emails. thank you both for writing them- and everyone else. this website is such a blessing not to mention the friends I am able to call when feelings and memories come up that I can't handle alone.I saw Josh at the hospital last year on Christmas- he was so happy to have visitors and many came by that day. I loved seeing him laugh so hard -even though it hurt his stiches. I think it was the year before that Josh, Sam and I went to los angeles crest to hike and see snow. Josh brought some back to April's house to share the weather. I do know in my heart that Josh is sooooooo happy where he is now. and my tears come because I just miss him so much.love Renee (Nay Nay)
Date: Sun Dec 24 17:33
sam (
Exactly one year ago is the last time I hung out with Josh. It was unfortunately in the hospital and he'd just been cut on and the jury was out and we were all full of hope. It being the eve of Christmas and we all being Jews I brought along a grab bag of goodies sent along by some friends and fans. There was a one of a kind Lance Armstrong poster provided by the good people at I Martin. A fine bottle of ginger ale from the Bronfmans (this was a favorite of Josh's, so spill a little out for the brother next time). A plate of Brooke's homemade cookies with his name written on one in blue frosting. A mylar football balloon. Josh was not a fan of the game, I don't know why this was sent along. And then there were the cards. The first one he opened was a cute little "Bug's Life" card from Michael Eisner. Ya think the cheap bastard could have gone out and bought a card instead of pulling one from the company store… I digress. It was very nice and he wished Josh a speedy recovery. The next card he read was from Israel's beloved ex-leader Menachem Begin. I'm not sure what Menny was thinking 'cause it was a Bar Mitzvah card, the kind you put a check or money in. It read, "Josh, Like Eretz Israel, you shall overcome your oppressor and live a long and healthy life" and he'd stuck a one dollar bill in it. Well, Josh opened the card, saw the dollar and lost it. I'm not sure he ever read the card. He just started laughing really hard and couldn't stop. They say laughter heals all wounds except when your wound is in your midsection, then all it does it hurt that much more. So Josh is laughing really hard and laughter is infectious and the card gets passed around and we're all laughing and Josh is laughing and crying and shaking his head and he can't stop. And we're laughing and trying to stop and we can't and its really painful for Josh and its also funny and really bad and we're all laughing and feeling really bad and Josh is laughing and crying and we're no help 'cause we're all laughing and we want to stop and make him stop and we can't. Marilyn then takes the third card and asks Josh if he wants to read it and Josh almost yells through his tears of laughter and pain, "I never want to see it, get it away from me". So Marilyn reads it and its from Bill Clinton and she says, "Josh, its okay, its not that funny". And that just cracks everybody up. So we're all laughing our asses off and Josh is wagging his finger at me and wheezes out, "Sammy, you're killing me, I should have known better". Before I left, Josh had wrapped himself up in a purple shall, draped some wooden beads around his neck and stuck a few feathers in that glorious head of hair of his to await the doctors. I never saw him again.
Date: Sat Dec 23 21:40
eden (
josh I just wanted to thank you for visiting me the other night...it was such a sad dream but I was glad because I woke up feeling like you were with me all day. happy happy hanukkah. love, eden
Date: Sat Dec 23 06:23
Marilyn Felt (
Josh's Mom here, in Boston. It's 5AM and all night the trees around our house have been thick with crows-- so thick that if you didn't hear the chorus of a thousand crows cawing and you saw only their black shapes against the night sky, you'd think the trees were full of leaves again, in mid-winter. The cawing was so loud that there was no way to sleep. So here I am writing at my computer. I think that Josh wants me to tell this story. Thousands of crows around you might seem ominous, but Josh loved crows. They are, actually, very intelligent birds who look after family members with great loyalty. Josh became friends with a tamed gray-hooded crow named Fernando when he stayed in Kinsale, Ireland, and he had an affection for crows ever after. In Los Angeles one evening, about a year after Kinsale, Josh was walking his dog Kaya, and he saw a young crow lying in the road. Another crow, Josh thought it was the mother, was hopping around agitatedly, coming back again and again to the young crow. Josh picked up the young crow, discovered it had a broken wing, carried the crow home, and lay it in a box for the night. The next morning Josh took the crow to a vet, hoping against all odds that the wing could be fixed, knowing that a crow without a functioning wing would not be able to live in the wild. He realized he couldn't care for it- he had no outdoor space then and he frequently went away on tour. In the waiting room, Josh happened to sit next to a woman who had one of those old fashioned hatboxes on her lap. The woman gazed at the crow. She opened the hatbox and revealed a nest with two baby pigeons. At that moment Josh realized that whatever the fate of the crow's wing, he had found his crow a home. Sure enough the woman gazed at the crow again and said that she'd always wanted to have a tame crow. She said she would never take one from the wild because keeping a crow in a house would mean clipping its wings, and that she would never do. She gave Josh her phone number just in case the wing could not be repaired. The wing, in fact, could not be repaired, and after it was amputated and the crow regained his strength, the woman brought the crow to her home. About a month later Josh visited her to see how the crow was doing. It turned out he was living in the lap of luxury in a spacious home designed specially for free-ranging birds. Now how many such homes are there in the world, and how likely are you to find it in the person you sit next to at the vet's? It's hard to know how the crow views this in comparison to his normal bird life, but his fate seems better than had he lain in pain on the road until a cat or a car finished him off. Josh often seemed to be able to work things out to the good of all involved- in this case, a woman with a home to offer and a wingless crow with very limited prospects for a life. Josh seemed to have a special touch in bringing things together. There's a thought that keeps coming back to me about this incident: the mother crow must have been frantic when the young crow was taken away. Or maybe not-- if mother crows respond mainly by instinct, once the crow was removed, maybe it was "out of sight, out of mind". In any case, she couldn't have known anything about the life he was going to enter. Maybe there's a message in that for me. It's morning now and the crows have all flown away, and I think I'll put this on the web. A story for the season of lights. I miss you so much, Josh. Your Mom.
Date: Fri Dec 22 16:19
eric reed (
merry xmas everyone!
Date: Fri Dec 22 01:04
Bob Weide (
Dec. 19th was a year since my last phone conversation with him. I was down with a miserable flu and he was laid up with back pains, having no idea yet what was causing it. Ironically, I guess, I had just finished rerading "Tuesdays With Morrie" and had recommended it to him. He said he would read it. I also told him that I finally read the book "Ishmael" which he had bought for me probably two years earlier. We both made each other feel better by laughing at how miserable we were. We made plans to hook up in two weeks, once we were feeling better. Two days later he was in the hospital. I'm just so grateful for our last visit (a movie and dinner in Westwood), for that last phone call and for all the visits to the hospital where I got to massage his feet and stroke that fantastic mop of hair. So much has happened this year that I want to tell him about. I even thought of song lyrics I wanted to pass on to him. Sometimes I get so angry that it was him. But I see that smile, I see him toss his head back in that laugh, and I just look forward to seeing him again. My love and best wishes to Marilyn, George, Henry, John, Laura and the gang as this anniversay approaches. Bless you, Joshie. .
Date: Thu Dec 21 22:50
jeff (
Hey, everybody...Hey, Josh...we're coming up on some hard anniversaries...Josh went into the Hospital exactly a year ago...You have all been so great in keeping his name in the air and his music in our hearts...Josh always wanted the world to be nicer...it frustrated him that people could be petty to each other and fearful in their lives...so, don't let fear stop you...tell people what they mean to you...soak up every experience available..say "yes" more than "no"...let your friends help you...help your friends...and laugh..and laugh...and laugh...Happy Hanukkah Josh...love, jeffy........... ************************************************************************
Date: Mon Dec 18 16:57
a josh fan (
merry christmas Josh...
Date: Sun Dec 17 01:37
Brian Dilworth (
I just would like to say.....thank you. I was one of the many fans who were blessed to catch Josh with School of Fish in person. I will not forget the show and I still think back to it with great memories. Seven years seems like seven days sometimes. Thank you Brian Dilworth
Date: Sat Dec 16 22:04
Jeff Kitchen (
I guess I've been on mars becuase I just read the news about Josh. My thoughts and prayers go to all the frineds and family. I will look forward to the new album, and the first SOF album still gets routine play at my house. Simply of the best. Some where, people are being serenaded by Josh's sweet sound.... JK
Date: Thu Dec 14 10:13
Tommy Manzi (
It's been some time since I last posted a note...but I do think of JCF every day.One recent note by Jeff R. really connected with me & where I'm at (when he saw the sign at the farmer's market). You see I've dreamed about Josh quite a bit but rarely remember what unfolds in my dreams. I simply wake up with a feeling of Josh as opposed to a memory of a dream. But I did have one dream that I do remember (so bear with me because there were some odd elements to it): Josh and I were in the basement of my Grandmother's house (in Pennsylvania).The time was just prior to his first solo album on A&M. Josh and I were working on details regarding his upcoming release of "Inarticulate Nature Boy". All the while, I knew about Josh's illness but never mentioned it (perhaps this reflects my inability to truly come to terms with his passing, I don't know). Anyway, Josh is there working away & very happy. I'm there worrying about Josh (but not saying anything!). During all of this, my brother is in the corner baking cookies (go figure...I have no idea what that part is about). Anyway back to Jeff R.'s note--Perhaps this was JCF's way of telling me he's fine and working on new things that are important to him. The bottom line was he was content and busy in my dream. This interpretation was triggered by reading Jeff's note (thanks Jeff). One more thing, Marilyn was kind enough to send me a copy of Josh's new album. As someone who lived through the first 2 incarnations of this album, I want you all to know that Josh CLEARLY knew what he was doing. I carried the CD around with me for months but it was only recently during a drive through Topanga that I build up enough courage to listen to the album. I want everyone to know that Josh raised the bar and delivered something very special (far better, in my opinion, than the previous two versions of this album). I'll admit I cried my eyes out on the first listen and I am missing "Alone" on the album (but I know Josh always thought that song was too melancholy...) but this is a truly special record and one that anyone who listens to it will LOVE. I love you Josh. TM
Date: Tue Dec 12 07:50
Dene Wilby (
Hi, just in case anyone has bookmarked only this page, please check out the new site: http://www.joshclayton.com/ for new information. -Dene
Date: Thu Dec 7 18:32
Lindsay (
I have not written in a while. Josh was a close friend of mine. Last year he stayed at my house for a while as he needed to find a place to live after moving back from Boston. I keep finding things that he left at my house. Little things like his natural conditioner and his bag of brown rice that he did not finish. I went with another of Josh's friends to his grave site on the exact six month day of his passing. We did not time this. We just wanted to visit and while we were there we realized that it was exactly six months. I believe Josh planned that one out. I lit the sage that he picked for me on a hike he went on. It was a nice moment. Now it is almost a year since and I still can not imagine life without Josh. I ask him all the time to come into my dreams. Sometimes he does. Really all that there is to say is that he was so wonderful and will never leave any of us due to the fact that he made his life full of love and loving others. He left that with us. He's always around watching over us and playing music, always. I love you Josh. Ride on!
Date: Tue Dec 5 19:55
scott "sherpdog" sherpa (
well i just wanted to say i heard about Josh Clayton-Felt back in 1990. A friend of mine was working at a record store in Gadsden, AL. I came in and Inarticulate Nature Boy was playing on the radio. I asked who it was, he said the album would be out soon and that i should get it. I did, and i haven't been the same since. I love this guy! thanks sherpdog to find out more email me at
Date: Sun Dec 3 00:25
liz goodwin (
I sadly learned of Josh Clayton's passing in PULSE magazine earlier this year. Not unlike many of the others who have contributed their thoughtful and poignant messages to this unique website, I was truly shocked! As a music lover and music journalist, I thought that Josh Clayton was a gifted songwriter and musician who was ahead of his time and had so much ebullience to offer both musically and spiritually. His two CDs with School of Fish and the inimitable "Inarticulate Nature Boy" are some of the best music heard during the last decade. I continue to play all of them today and hear something inspiring at every listen. "Inarticulate Nature Boy" has such a liberating, optimistic vibe that permeates the album. It truly captures the earnest vision of an artist who saw the beauty in nature and humanity, despite the many challenges with which life often presents us all. Josh Clayton not only didn't forget to stop and smell the roses, as the saying goes, but also distributed the roses to everyone else whose path intersected his. It's great to know that he touched the lives of so many in such a short but invigorating life. We need more musicians and people like him. I look forward to hearing the news about how to purchase Josh's highly anticipated "Spirit Touches Ground" CD. Please keep me informed. Thank you very much. Many God Blessings to Josh Clayton's devoted family, friends and fans!
Date: Sun Dec 3 00:25
liz goodwin (
I sadly learned of Josh Clayton's passing in PULSE magazine earlier this year. Not unlike many of the others who have contributed their thoughtful and poignant messages to this unique website, I was truly shocked! As a music lover and music journalist, I thought that Josh Clayton was a gifted songwriter and musician who was ahead of his time and had so much ebullience to offer both musically and spiritually. His two CDs with School of Fish and the inimitable "Inarticulate Nature Boy" are some of the best music heard during the last decade. I continue to play all of them today and hear something inspiring at every listen. "Inarticulate Nature Boy" has such a liberating, optimistic vibe that permeates the album. It truly captures the earnest vision of an artist who saw the beauty in nature and humanity, despite the many challenges with which life often presents us all. Josh Clayton not only didn't forget to stop and smell the roses, as the saying goes, but also distributed the roses to everyone else whose path intersected his. It's great to know that he touched the lives of so many in such a short but invigorating life. We need more musicians and people like him. I look forward to hearing the news about how to purchase Josh's highly anticipated "Spirit Touches Ground" CD. Please keep me informed. Thank you very much. Many God Blessings to Josh Clayton's devoted family, friends and fans!
Date: Fri Dec 1 17:46
Troy Villines (
Wow ...I guess im behind times...I cant believe i didnt even no about Josh's passing...I was listening to one of School of Fish's Cd's today at work and his voice is so mesmerizing i cant get the song out of my head..never the less I thought i would type in his name and see if he was doing anything new..and i got blown away when his Website came up..He was the same age as me..I am deeply sorrowed to see such a talent have to leave us all...His voice and music was and is comparable to another musician i deeply respected..Jim Morrison...I was surprised to know that there is other music of his out there..if you have any info you can give me about his solo work or other please e-mail me it will be greatly appreciated....He will always be in my memory as a musician that was greatly blessed with the gift of music....I remember the time i went to see School of Fish in Reno , Nevada it was one of the most impressive shows I have ever seen...May his memory live on ...God Bless
Date: Tue Nov 28 17:59
eric reed (
hi josh! I finally made it to LA! of course, I'm a little late, seeing as how you've already left. but I can still sense you've left your impression here in many ways. in fact, there's a guy in the same building as me who says he's friends with a girl named wendy who was also really good friends with you. he's got some of your tunes and he's also a musician, so I'm hoping to maybe work with him someday. I also want to let you know I'm becoming such a better person. I have been digging up all this renewed strength and confidence that I forgot I ever had! I feel this is the place for me right now, and I want to make an impression on this town just as you did! if anyone reads this is interested in showing me around town, please email me! I'd appreciate it!
Date: Mon Nov 27 18:51
dan reneer (
The first time I heard Josh I was in Atlanta in the back seat of a noisy car. Under all the talking I could barely hear a track off INB, but knew I wanted to find it. I've had this moment before, where I'm half-way wanting the song to go on and on and half-way wanting the dj to come on and tell me who it is. At any rate, the song ended and under all the noise I heard "Josh Clayton Felt". I sat back there, repeated "Josh Clayton Felt Josh Clayton Felt Josh . . ." so I wouldn't forget it (before I could track down the cd!) I am so sorry he passed, his music is beautiful. Thank you Josh, you will continue to inspire me.
Date: Sat Nov 25 13:01
Jeff & Ani (
The following was written by Ani Grace Rosenthal, my 15 year-old Sister. Goodbye My Friend: Goodbye my friend, saying goodbye my friend, saying goodbye is never the end. Dear Josh, You nad my brother had some great memories and I want you to remember them all. Remember the first time you laughed and the first time you cried together. Don't ever forget when Jeff's Dad made you pee in your pants. Remember every talk you had with Jeff about life and breaking up with girls. Remember the advice you had given Jeff and the advice you received. These memories you should keep and treasure forever. Here is a poem I made for you Josh called, "Who?" -- Who is the guy with a laugh like the sun shining bright? Who is the guy with eyes as brown as the darkest night? Who is the guy who has a smile like the moon over the sea? Who is the guy who has a sweeter heart than sweet tea? Who is the guy who has hair as soft as silk? Who is the guy who is never bitter like sour milk? Who is the guy Jeff will love forever? Who is the guy who won't be forgotten never? Who is the guy who fills everyone's heart with love? That guy is you Josh I hope they'll love you as much as Jeff does, up above. To Josh - Lots of Love, Ani Grac
Date: Sat Nov 25 12:44
Jeff (
Last December Josh and I and several friends, including Brad and his friend Melissa went to see "White Trash Wins Lotto" at the Roxy. Yesterday, Melissa passed away from stomach cancer and joins our friend in the spiritual world. I ask you both to take care of each other and to send special comfort to Melissa's friends and family and to Brad to whom Melissa was like a sister. Thank
Date: Sat Nov 25 11:33
Jaime (
It's been a while since I left a message and for some reason this week it keeps popping in my head that I need to come here. Josh, I know that your safe and happy wherever you are, but whenever I play your music I just can't help but think about you being gone. It brings back memories of seeing you play, your extreme kindness and good humor, the way your eyes glowed when you smiled that beautiful smile. You didn't have to be kind and helpful to my friends and I the first time we met you, but you took the time for us. If only everybody in this world was as selfless and kind as you. I can't wait until the new cd is out, my friends and I will listen to it over a big plate of yummy pancakes in your honor. Big thanks to Josh's mom and everybody who is making sure that your music lives on with the new cd. Hope all is well for everybody on here. Ride on, stay on that dragonfly Josh! We miss you! Love, Jaime
Date: Fri Nov 24 00:05
jamie (
hello, i just heard "3 strange days" on the radio here in the s.f. bay area, & i broke into tears...it felt so good, in that instant, to be reminded of what we are thankful for! i love you josh!!! i am so very honoured to have known you, & truly thankful to have all this lovely music to enrich my life ~forever! my love to all of your family & friends! cheers!!! with love, jamie.xxx
Date: Wed Nov 22 17:31
John Clayton (
I love you, Josh. We're all thinking of you this Thanksgiving. I remember so many Thanksgivings with you. You'll be with us tomorrow. Dad
Date: Wed Nov 22 14:52
eric reed (
hi josh! just wanted to say hi. I've been going thru some rough times lately, and your music helps me keep my head facing the right way. it was just over a year ago since I last saw you. I remember looking forward to the future so much at that time, and hoping that I'd get to know you more and learn a lot more about music with your help. I was going thru some old photos the other day, and I ran across one of you and your jaguar. you had good taste in guitars! anyhow, I've been listening to beautiful nowhere a LOT! I can't believe I've had that for a year now...it just seems so new! maybe that's because you weren't around to talk to you about it and tell you how groovy it was. you told me you had a feeling I would like it, and you were so right. the song "right on time" has been in my mind a lot! those lyrics seem to fit my life quite a bit, so I just imagine you singing them to me and it helps me out! take care of yourself!
Date: Wed Nov 22 14:18
Jeff (
A Happy Thanksgiving to all. I would like to give thanks to those of you keeping Josh's spirit alive and well on earth and taking care of those of us in his family who miss him so. And most importantly, I thank Josh for taking care of me and all of us from above. I love you my broth
Date: Wed Nov 22 12:00
Brandon Ruecker (
I'm so sorry to hear about the loss. Josh was very talented and loved. I am and will always be a fan.
Date: Tue Nov 21 22:52
Behnam (
Dear Navaz Hi. When i saw that so bad news about your Grandmother(who went to glory) i became so angry...Accept my and my family's heartfelt condolence and know us as partners of your sorrow.I can feel your situation. I wish longlife with happiness and joy for you and your family and wish rest in Paradise for your late Grandmother. Assuring you of our highest esteem BEHNAM (Hamid Nikbakht) 79/9/1
Date: Tue Nov 21 13:43
elsa (
I MISS you, Josh. Not a day goes by that you aren't on my mind. I just got back from New York and met one of your fans. We bonded over ...what else, but pancakes! It was very comforting to talk to someone who felt exactly the way I do about you. She loves you too! Who doesn't??! You touch more people than you can imagine. Keeping you close to my heart....I love you sweets.
Date: Tue Nov 21 12:08
Steph (
Could anyone tell me how I can get a hold of Josh's song, Heaven (I think that's the name..."what good is heaven, when your in it alone" are some of the lyrics) Will it be on the new album?
Date: Mon Nov 20 02:09
ModE (
I love him i come to know about him after his death.. it's just so tragic.. from south korea
Date: Sat Nov 18 11:06
Bryce Hayworth (
Hey, I am so anxious for the new cd to come out. I just want it so much. Has anybody thought of a tribute cd of his older stuff? That would be great.
Date: Tue Nov 14 02:52
Grace Cerrone (
Funny about a creative soul on this earth. I was first introduced to Josh while working in Marketing at Capitol Records (in a job I despised). It turned out that we both were from Boston and went to the same tiny, liberal, and certainly funky high school. We both moved to LA for music. Josh appeared to me to be an immensely centered and creative soul. Funny, we both hallowed the rooms of the music building at CSW and took classes with the legendary dept. head, Lee (who helped me get into a top music school). At Capitol, we were all psyched up about the release of the single "3 Strange Days." We even used the song as our theme on a Marketing retreat we attended in the very spiritual Sedona, AZ. We played the hell out of that song during our trip. I cannot hear that song without fond memories rushing back. That song brought light to me during an otherwise dismal time working for a "label.” I was angry that SOF broke up and blamed it on how lame Capitol was at their attempt to "break" SOF at radio and messing with the band. I came to see that it was meant for a reason... Josh was then available to free his talented, creative soul further and express himself in his solo albums. Brilliant. Thank you, Josh, for unintentionally becoming an inspiration to others.
Date: Mon Nov 13 04:34
Fig (
Josh was one of the best songwriters and performers of our generation and is badly missed. I was really hoping that someone could direct me to where I could purchase the "Soon Enough" single....I really would love to hear the two extra tracks....We all love and miss you Josh!
Date: Mon Nov 13 04:33
Fig (
Josh was one of the best songwriters and performers of our generation and is badly missed. I was really hoping that someone could direct me to where I could purchase the "Soon Enough" single....I really would love to hear the two extra tracks....We all love and miss you Josh!
Date: Sun Nov 12 06:41
christopher tafoya (
Josh's music has such a profound impact in my life. Whenever i think about him not being "physically" here i just want to get fall-down drunk to help me forget. But then, i just put on some of his music and everything seems to become bareable. Josh has a way of speaking directly to the listener, while at the same time, being clever enough to tap you on the shoulder, as if from behind. His use of the language totally inspired me to begin writing my own songs again.( i had been playing for several years before i heaard the first school of fish album). there is only one thing to say JOSH CLAYTON IS ALIVE AND WELL IN OUR HEATS AND IN OUR EARS. THANK YOU JOSH. WE LOVE YOU!!
Date: Sun Nov 12 06:41
christopher tafoya (
Josh's music has such a profound impact in my life. Whenever i think about him not being "physically" here i just want to get fall-down drunk to help me forget. But then, i just put on some of his music and everything seems to become bareable. Josh has a way of speaking directly to the listener, while at the same time, being clever enough to tap you on the shoulder, as if from behind. His use of the language totally inspired me to begin writing my own songs again.( i had been playing for several years before i heaard the first school of fish album). there is only one thing to say JOSH CLAYTON IS ALIVE AND WELL IN OUR HEATS AND IN OUR EARS. THANK YOU JOSH. WE LOVE YOU!!
Date: Thu Nov 9 14:59
Gundars "Goo" (
My heart goes out to Josh's family and close friends. I learned of his passing only a few months ago but still feel the shock and sadness. I was fortunate enough to see him with the band and then solo here in Milwaukee. Those are memories that will always be with me. His music will not be replaced. I had to order 'beautiful nowhere' and 'alive' right away to help fill a void. I await the release of "Spirit Touches Ground" and smile every time that I listen to any of his songs. He was cut from the "good stuff". Enjoy the music Josh? Always.
Date: Thu Nov 9 08:19
Dene Wilby (
Dear All. Sincere apologies for the message board being down so long. There was a big server error but many thanks to George Lukas for providing the backup to enable me top get it back online. -Dene
Date: Thu Nov 9 07:50
Dene Wilby (
Dear All. Sincere apologies for the message board being down so long. There was a big server error but many thanks to George Lukas for providing the backup to enable me top get it back online. -Dene
Date: Thu Oct 19 10:48
Matt Wydra (
I would like to express my thanks to all the people who responded to my post here asking how I could find a copy of Inarticulate Nature Boy. I now own a copy and it hasn't left my cd player in 2 weeks! I have even held friends at gunpoint making them order their own copies, and so far, the ones who've done so have been just as amazed at the quality of the music and are asking me how they can get copies of Beautiful Nowhere (note, when I say copy I don't mean bootlegs or homemade copies). And now I see the recent news about the new cd, and it fills me with immeasurable joy. More of Josh's goodness to share! I am a movie director, and some day (with all the needed permissions and best wishes of the family of course) I'll have to put a song or two of Josh's into a soundtrack to share with a mass audience. He may be gone, but his voice still rings loud and clear! :)
Date: Tue Oct 17 17:56
Rod (
Ouch! This really hurts. I had seen School Of Fish perform in San Diego many years ago in Pacific Beach. Loved the music. Years later I saw Josh perform on his own as an opening act for my favorite band Del Amitri, again in San Diego. Loved it. Bought the album and play it to this day. Just played it last week for about a week. I now own a Talent Agency in Los Angeles. www.baronentertainment.com I wanted to see how Josh was doing so I did a search on the internet. Maybe I could be a part of getting his music out there. I am horrified with what I found. I could not even read more than a few of the messages before I felt the need to write this. I feel so sad. Sad for everyone.Josh, thank you for your music. Rod
Date: Tue Oct 17 11:01
mark (
hi folks..just wanted to pass on some info..I've made lots of people on this site tapes of some of the live shows i have as well as the b-sides etc..as filler, i've put some music on by Michael Mcdermott, he's from Chicago on Koch records. for those of us in Los Angeles, he'll be at the Mint on Sat. Dec 9. This was a show josh had discussed playing at..Hope some of you can attend. By the way, please keep passin on the Josh music...Anyone needs a tape, let me know, if anyone has something to share with the rest of us, be nice and share..
Date: Tue Oct 17 10:39
Jeff ((
On Saturday I was feeling very despondent over Josh's absence. I told him that it was time for him to give me just one more sign. I said, "A real sign that I can't argue with or question. I just miss you, man." Then, on Sunday I decided to go to the farmer's market on Selma and Ivar. The last time that Josh and I we're there together there, he had gotten me some sage. So, I set out to buy some sage to bring to his grave. As I walked down the one stretch of the market south of Selma, there was a flower stand. At the back of the stand a sign caught my eye. A pink sign with black handwritten lettering, it read: "Josh is fine. He says, "Hi." (he doesn't know why his mother is so worried about him.)" There was more, but it didn't relate to Josh, our Josh. But the first few words, so specific to my friend and his wishes for his mom to be worry-free...those words stopped me in my tracks and set me to crying tears of wonder. I have NEVER been particularly spiritual, but since Josh has taken up residence on the other side, there is no bigger believer than me. He oughta be a religion. I love you, Josh. You are an amazing friend. Love, J.
Date: Mon Oct 16 15:12
Leda Frank Andrews (
Josh, I remember you as a young boy in Cambridge.Your big brown eyes and glowing smile,you were totally enchanted with music. Being a very good friend of your sister Laura I remember you dashing about the house singing "Crocadile Rock".You have touched many in your short life. Thinking of you. Leda
Date: Sat Oct 14 07:32
eric reed (
hello! I just wanted to say that the front page looks nice and I look forward to what else dene has in store for the site! I will definitely get my josh sticker(s). I have a nice spot on my car for one...
Date: Fri Oct 13 15:21
Carmi Amar (
Dear Josh, It has been long time since I spoke with you and I had the courage just today to write few words. The tragic of event that brought us the last time to speak are still in my mind. Itzik, myself and our pertness still can't believe that you are not with us any longer. We miss you so much. You have been and always will be one of our family members as well as Marilyn Henry and all other back home. Two weeks ago there was a meeting in Israel with all the people that were responsible to bring us together few years ago. Unfortunately I could not be there since I was in New York. Everyone already heard what happened. They were screening a movie and you have been there as well, my mother couldn't help it and cried all day long. You have been like her sun. I would like you to know that we will always think about you. I am sure we will meet you once again. Love you always. The Amar's family. Marilyn, Henry and everyone back there, I want you to be strong, we love you all. You are all doing tremendous job to keep Josh among us.
Date: Fri Oct 13 12:16
Joe Walters (
Thought of the brisk air and the smell in the air and dreamt of you Josh. A plate of pancakes would do us all well. Your spirit is still here.. and I listen to it every day. Watch over us...Blessed Memory. Joe
Date: Thu Oct 12 18:05
Melissa Jefferson (
I have wanted to read all of these wonderful thoughts and memories for so long, but it still makes me so sad to think about Josh and know that he's been taken from us. He touched so many people with his music and his kindness. I only saw School of Fish once, when they opened for Paul Westerberg at Rkcndy in Seattle. I would have loved to have been able to see them so many more times. I got to speak to Josh that night, very briefly, but I told him how much I enjoyed the show, and how much I loved his music. He said Thank you very much and touched my arm, and smiled. That's the thing I remember as I type this--his smile. It was so very warm and sincere. I also remember the way he walked through the club, smiling at everyone, talking to everyone who stopped him. I feel very grateful to have my own personal memory of him, along with his wonderful gifts that were his music. God Bless, Josh. Thank you for who you were and will always continue to be to me. Rest in Peace.
Date: Fri Sep 29 14:09
Erin Kidder (
This lump has now been in my throat all day long...several years back a friend invited me to see Tori Amos at the Majestic Theater in San Antonio, TX. The only thing that got me there was knowing Josh Clayton-Felt was opening (I loved School of Fish). We were front row center! It was by far one of the best performances I have ever seen, and ever anticipate seeing! I was fortunate enough to get to meet Josh right after the show and he was so kind and he posessed such an intoxicating smile that lit up the rest of my night, and much of my life since. I put one of his CD's on the other day and today decided to visit his site to see what's new, and I was almost paralyzed by the very sad news of his passing. I will truly miss his physical presence, but I am forever greatful for the opportunity to have met him, shake his hand and laugh with him....the happiness of that memory will live within me forever! Thanks so much Josh for that gift!
Date: Fri Sep 29 04:16
Nudger (
Cha-Chi, I miss you. Had to let you know. Thank you, for you. You were right about finding the pocket, by the way. Just don't look so hard. I'm loving every lil' on the cuff-fluence a-la Chach, I discover within your last cd. It's a conversation. MISS!!!! DOM
Date: Fri Sep 29 04:16
Bob Bray (
I am so sorry for the loss of Josh Clayton-Felt. The first time I heard about him was when I went and saw Tori Amos in concert some years back at Jones Beach in NY. He opened for her with a solo acoustic set and played the most amzing one-man show I think I've ever seen. No disrespect to Tori Amos, but for me, Josh stole the show. Since I saw him, I've had this desire to have an all acoustic, rock out kind of band. I am pleased to say that it's on its way. I just found out today about Josh's passing, but I need to say thank you to him. From his show at Jones Beach, I saw what I wanted to do. Now, I'm definitely going to play "Doubt," my personal favorite of his, in rememberance of him at any show I do. He was a great musician. And you're right, this is our loss. I'm sure he's doing fine somewhere and smiling like you said he always did. Best wishes to you and yours. and one more thank you to Josh. Thanks, Josh.
Date: Fri Sep 29 04:16
Hlee Lee (
Nicky, that's powerful! wow, i didnt even know josh personally. i almost cried reading your story of your dream. that's very powerful, i felt for you. gosh, i wished he was still with us! gosh, i wished i got to meet him at least! this sucks! Made a mix CD of Josh's music the other day (from CD's I have purchased over the years) and was suprised to still have feelings of both depression over his passing and joy over the fact that he left a part of himself behind for us to share. With only the 2 SOF albums and singles with b-sides plus the solo album with its singles and b-sides, I am really looking forward to a new album. Josh had a relatively small body of work, but it was quality.
Date: Sat Oct 7 15:49
Celia (
I saw Lance Armstrong's chest x-ray on TV during the Olympics--it looked just like Josh's after he got sick with his testicular cancer. I felt nauseated when I saw the picture. Lance Armstrong was lucky, Josh wasn't. Please, please, please, anyone who reads the messages here examine your testicles, if you have them, every month in the shower with a soapy hand. Tell your friends to do this. Tell anyone you meet to do this. Remember to do it and if you find a mass, see a real medical doctor. Don't wait like Josh did. If he were alive I know he'd be telling you the same thing. Don't wait, don't be shy, see a doctor. Testicular cancer is a major killer of young men, but the scary thing is that it's a very curable tumor, if you catch it. Catch it!
Date: Fri Oct 6 23:44
Dene Wilby (
Hi, If you come to the messages section via a bookmark, please go to http://www.joshclayton.com/ for some news. Thanks, -Dene
Date: Sat Sep 23 09:10
nicky (
I just woke up from a Joshy dream and I can't seem to stop crying. I thought that coming here and sharing might help. In my dream, I was investigating an old building, a school, and I was winding down many floors and flights of stairs looking for something. I got to the last floor and there seemed to be one more small flight of stairs leading down but I didn't want to go. I asked someone what it was like down there because it looked kind of dark and icky and he said that it was peaceful depending on how negative you were. So...it was an 8 peaceful on a scale of 1-10 if you were a -2 (very Josh.) I figured I wasn't very negative at all and that I would be fine. I went down the stairs and they opened into a long hallway. On either side of the hall were classrooms. I looked in and there were small groups of students studying or doing experiments. As I approached the last classroom on the left, I could hear a voice singing and an electric guitar playing. Immediately, I recognized it as Josh. When I entered the room he was sitting there writing songs. He looked amazing. I was just kind of stunned. He looked up and said: "all the birds do hit the ground right before the ocean." I went up to him and he kissed me hello and gave me a big hug. I started to cry and he asked me why I was crying. I said: "because you're dead." He just said: "oh." I asked him a few strange questions and he answered. He thanked me for introducing him to a mutual friend of ours. My crying was becoming more like sobbing and Josh was trying to console me. He kept kissing my face and holding me. It was really tripping me out because everytime he would kiss me I could feel the warmth of his skin on mine and I could smell him (you know that wonderful Josh smell.) Anyway...I started to cry so hard that I had to leave the room and people kept trying to ask me what was wrong but I was crying so hard I couldn't explain myself. At this point I woke up and a few minutes later I started to cry. My first thought was that it's the people who get left behind that suffer. Josh is writing songs in a peaceful place and he seems really happy. I miss him terribly. Even though I didn't see him daily, or even weekly, not a day doesn't go by when I don't think about him at least a few times a day. When I'm sad, I visit this website and read all the messages and somehow, the sense of community makes me feel better.Peace to everyone. Love, Nicky
Date: Fri Sep 22 22:00
Joel Tippie (
i just decided to take a peak at this site to see if there was the possibility of a new release soon (it's been a while since i've visited) and i'm absolutely devestated. i had the opportunity to meet josh once in seattle on the INB tour. i had heard window on the radio out there and really dug it so i picked up the record and was floored. there was an honesty in his writing that was so appealing to me and so close to what i strive for in my own music. i was fortunate enough to get backstage at that show and talk with him briefly. he was very relaxed and gracious and when i told him that i was absolutely wearing out his cd he was genuinely flattered. i still sing his praises. his impact on me and my own music has been a lasting one. listen for yourself if you're interested: www.mellow26.com
Date: Fri Sep 22 12:24
Shannon Rubin (
I started playing music at the age of 19 (drums) I like hard rock/heavy metal. Van halen to metallica. But I have a great appreciation and feel for other music. Elton John, Billy Joel, Eagles. Most music in general. I fell in love with the song three strange days about 2 (3?) years ago. I never knew the band name, all I knew was that it was so incredibly unique and great. harmonies, groove, whatever. It makes me dance in my seat driving down the road and beat my dashboard to the drums. I recently found the song on mp3 and discovered the band name. So here I am researching the web to see where i can find their albums and maybe concert dates to go see them and all I can find is a headline "School of Fish's Josh Clayton-Felt Dies - Alternative ". After listening to that song over and over all day i'm shocked and saddened. What a talent and great voice and I never got to fully enjoy his music or presense. I hate it when someone like this passes on so early. It's a wake up/reality call to life. It makes me even more regret that I never followed my musical dream while I was younger so that I could express myself the way I can feel his expression in that song. My heart goes out to all of his family, friends, and fans who feel the same way. /Shannon
Date: Wed Sep 20 01:18
Jeffy (
JOSH - Thank you. I love you everyday. You always wanted the best for me and all of mankind...I miss your earthly being. Jeff
Date: Tue Sep 19 01:25
eric reed (
hi joshua ananda clayton! I suggest giving the other josh a listen! you can find links to music samples if you click on "main web site". it's good stuff! I think his music appeals to a wide range of listeners, as he was influenced by so many types of music!
Date: Fri Sep 15 16:33
Joshua Ananda Clayton (none):
I don't know him, but I share his name, Joshua Clayton, thus finding his web site honors me knowing that there are other Josh Clayton's that are life-loving fighters, heck, I'm deeply honored in fact! I'm twenty-five years old and am a six-foot-three inch 250 lb. black guy... But I feel a genuine connection in a spiritual way from what I've read on this website about "this other Josh Clayton". Thank you for your consideration and have a bless'ed good'n! Joshua Ananda Clayton
Date: Tue Sep 5 14:17
Bryan Rosengarten (
I started the day off listening to "Inarticulate Nature Boy". The traffic into work didn't even seem to phase me. Work completely absorbed me, lunch was taken from me by more undeserved human waste of time and the day went down hill really fast. After contemplating suicidal tendencies for the second time in three days, I decided to look around and see if my friend's info that Josh had died was real. When I saw that he was just a few years older than me and usually had a smile on his face, I thought about myself. I, too, usually had a smile on my face. What happened to it? Who stole it? It was society. Hmmmm, Hmmmmm, Hmmmmm...I listen to Josh sing and play from his soul. It is amazing to have somebody else's soul at my desk. Where is mine? I am finding it again. Thanks Josh. I never knew you, but you have helped me where no other human could.
Date: Mon Sep 4 22:31
casey kinnan (
i had no idea that josh had passed. and i never knew him personally but i am extremely saddened by this news. i listen to his music at least once a week and found myself drawn to it; even this morning before i learned of this. saw him live once and i CAN still picture his smile. (as per one of the question's asked in the eulogy) i am just soshocked in the same way when i learned of jeff buckley's untimely passing. you can bet i will be diving into josh's cd's even more in the days to come. my prayers andcondolences go out to his personal family and friends. thank you for carrying on josh's love as i will try to do the same. -c
Date: Sun Sep 3 23:46
Kaya (home, Topanga):
Hi Dad, I miss you. I've been playing with Buddy all day and I'm going to sleep now. Sending you lots of licks. love, Kaya
Date: Fri Sep 1 19:50
Bridgette (
Jeff, I just had to write to say a few things....First, I lost one of my best friends in 93....and everyone kept tellign me that I should be glad that I had had the time that I spentwith him...and for a while, I thought they were silly and hadn't actually lost someone that they had loved to their bones and therefore didn't know the sorrow and emptinessthat i felt ...but as time passed, I realized what my friendship with him was about and what taught me, and how it DID change my life and how I am a different personbecause of him....I can't say that I would have figured out those things had he still been with me in the earthly plane....I loved him dearly then, but it is different now....Whenhe shows his spiritual presence to me, I smile so broadly and feel sooooo filled up in my chest with love and warmth that I suddenly know what is possible...what is feasibleand what is there if we want to see it and feel it...they are there, before us...looking after us and trying as hard as they can to show us that they (their soul/spirit) are not"dead"...they are with us all the time, just in a different way...perhaps in a more powerful and influencial way. WHen I think about my friendship with my now spiritual friend,David, I think about how different my life is for having known him...but it hurts, because i miss him so... until i sob and sob...but i AM a better person for having known him,and experienced him. And i think that is the way Josh was...I only knew him shortly. very shorty, but his interaction with me resonnates...I knew him when I was feelingweak and confused...and throughtout this decade, his light has shown me what is out there for everyone...I am a very different person than i was then when i met him, in 92or so, but his friendship and kindness and self-assurdedness was always an inspiration....and i AM thankful for that...for that glimpse that he gave me of himself....of whatwas possible for the soul to be...to overcome...i am thankful.
Date: Fri Sep 1 13:29
Jeff (
...Then you go and have "Kaya" by Bob Marley playing at a store in Malibu, after I ask myself why I'm walking into the store...thanks, J. Love, J.
Date: Thu Aug 31 11:30
Jeff (
To all, Josh has made his spiritual presence known to me in three instances in the last week. I was missing him greatly and driving in my car, when I saw a Jazz mix tape hemade me for my birthday sitting on the floor. I popped it in and on came Louis Armstrong's "I'll Be Glad When You're Dead You Rascal You." I laughed untill I cried...ofcourse that song was followed by Bill Henderson singing, "Got An Awful Lot of Living To Do." I looked to the sky and shouted, in a Scottish brogue(sp?), "I hear ya, you crazybastard!" The next night I was sitting in a bar with Chad talking about Josh when a song started on the juke box that had a very "Joshy" beat. It was "Brick House" which hecovered. We told the bartender how it was a bit freaky that that PARTICULAR song came on because it represented part of our connection with an "old friend", (we neverspoke Josh's name). She listened and excused herself to greet a familiar customer. As she walked off she turned to the old friend and said, "Hey, Joshua!"...Weird, eh? Thenlast night Chad and I were having dinner, (I know, Chad and I spend A LOT of time together, but we are still looking for 'ladyfriends' to have dinner with),so, the two ladiesnext to us strike up a conversation and tell us that in the morning, they are going to JOSHUA Tree and 29 Palms, one of Joshy's favorite places. He is still hanging out with usin very interesting ways. JOSH, that you're gone is LAME, but thanks for saying "hi" every now and then....I love you, Jeffy
Date: Tue Aug 29 20:45
april (
Josh, I accidentally logged into an old email address tonight, and out jumped a saved message you sent to me on 8-7-99. Your subject said Yo-Yo-Yo...and I could HEAR yousay those words. The message was about your move back to Topanga and how you were "lost in an ocean of trying to finish your CD for once and for all". It was "commingout great on your home studio" , and "of course insane Josh wanted to re-do the whole CD at home". You said you were playing at Largo the following night ,and how you"WISHED I was there". I had been in NY for about 8 months then, and was desperately in need of my Josh/Largo fix. You were happily back in Topanga, right across thestreet from your old place. You said how beautiful it was, but you had to work at not becoming a hermit. You said you could really use "a good April and an April party fix". Iremember reading the email and replying that I would see you back in LA end of August at an "April Party". I was so excited to see your smile, rub your curly head, and hugyou harder than ever. I happily got to do that, but it would be the last time I touched you. I so wish I had been able to get back to LA when you were sick. I guess I wasoptimistic, and did not dare to think you could leave. From the first time we met (at the Derby of all places!) to our sleep overs, (Jeff remembers the first one), to holidayswith my family, "Celebrity" matches, the 3 months we lived together, jam sessions, my move to NY, to that last party, time FLEW! I guess I lost sight of "the next time, thenext fix." And even still expect to see you next trip back West. You brought me snow for Christmas, music for my birthday, and smiles all year round. I love you so and missyou even more. I still wake up to "Deer in the headlights" and see you writing it in the next room... Big Kiss dear friend. You will forever be the guest of honor at all "Aprilparties". A Miss you, love you, Love and Hugs Josh
Date: Sun Aug 27 12:09
Henry Felt (
Josh, I forgot; VIOLETS FOREVER!
Date: Sun Aug 27 12:08
Henry Felt (
Dear Josh, Henry here. I haven't written yet for any particular reason, but this afternoon the urge has overtaken me so it must be time. You only spoke to Sally once, but sheand I went to Winnebago with her two girls. Many people wanted me to know how sad they were-how they missed you, how they remembered your singing at thecampfire, how you finally beat me at gunnelling, how much you influenced them or their children's lives, how much they miss your spirit-and of course, when is the CDcoming out. I met with Phil, Lynn and Carol True Giles and we talked about a totem pole to be placed at Winnebago next year-a place for you to rest in our midst and keepan eye on us- We sure do miss you and if you come by, bunk 23 is now called bunk 26 because they added three more cabins. Don't get lost.
Date: Fri Aug 25 12:46
mandy (
One other thing...the "Magic Eye" sticker was on my car since 1996...I sold it in May of this year. Maybe I was kind of involved. My heart goes out to the friends and family ofJosh. Love, Mandy
Date: Fri Aug 25 12:43
Mandy (
I saw Josh perform with Tori Amos in 1996...he was fantastic. Such a wonderful performer, my friend and I loved him on the spot. I was shocked and saddened to look uphis website today and find out that he was no longer with us. I have always liked Josh's music, and although I haven't been a very involved fan, I thought about him oftenand am very sorry to hear about this.
Date: Fri Aug 25 12:46
mandy (
One other thing...the "Magic Eye" sticker was on my car since 1996...I sold it in May of this year. Maybe I was kind of involved. My heart goes out to the friends and family ofJosh. Love, Mandy
Date: Fri Aug 25 12:43
Mandy (
I saw Josh perform with Tori Amos in 1996...he was fantastic. Such a wonderful performer, my friend and I loved him on the spot. I was shocked and saddened to look uphis website today and find out that he was no longer with us. I have always liked Josh's music, and although I haven't been a very involved fan, I thought about him oftenand am very sorry to hear about this.
Date: Fri Aug 25 06:29
Nadine from London, England (
I'm devestated to hear of the passing of Josh Clayton-Felt. Back in 1992 School of Fish did a tour of England and myself and 2 friends were lucky enough to see them play livein London. In fact we thought they were so good we saw them twice! We were absolutely nuts about the band. I can honestly say that School of Fish and in particular thevoice and songs of Josh really were a leading inspiration for the passion I now have for music. After the show we briefly met the band (Josh bought me a guiness!) and wewere blown over by how kind and down to earth he was. My heart goes out to Josh's family and close friends. I will never ever forget Josh Clayton Felt and his music. I thinkI'm going to put on one of his CD's right now...
Date: Thu Aug 24 16:10
Hlee Lee (
Hi. I just wanted to know about the "album" is it a tribute (such as other bands/artists playing in tribute to him) or an album consisting of his stuff (him doing it)? I will besure to order one. thanks! love and peace Josh! -HL
Date: Wed Aug 23 02:51
John Fahres (
Greetings. I'm a singer/songwriter from Baltimore, MD, and a former college radio programmer/music director. I'm sorry to be so far behind on the news of Josh's passing.I hadn't even been aware that he was ill! I was fortunate enough to see School of Fish perform twice in Baltimore at Max's on Broadway, then to see him with his soloproject at the Stone Balloon in Newark, DE, opening for Del Amitri. I was very glad to have met him that night and to be able to hang out backstage with him. He was such anupbeat guy! I'm also glad that, in my capacity as a radio programmer, I was able to play music from both the band and his first solo CD across the airwaves for others tohear. Having just lost a friend/local musician to a car accident two weeks ago, this news just reinforces my resolve to make every minute count. So, in tribute to Josh, (andCraig Carr, the local musician who died) and to all other musicians who have contributed so much to the music world, well... I'll keep on playing and writing, and I'll think ofthem while I do. Keep on keepin' on, everybody. John B. Fahres
Date: Mon Aug 21 18:21
Marilyn Felt (
Josh's Mom here. There have been so many requests about when "Spirit Touches Ground" is coming out, that I want to answer and say-- "Soon!" within the next half-yearsurely. The legal entanglements have been untangled and now it's a question of finding the right label. When the album does come out, we want to give it a big, beautiful,Josh-like introduction. Keep letting us know you're interested, because that helps to keep our spirits up. In the meantime, in the coming month, to start building awarenessof Josh's name and interest in the new album, we're going to re-produce the "Magic Eye" sticker that was created for "Inarticulate Nature Boy"-- remember it? And we'regoing to send it to anyone who sends us postage. So start checking the site for that announcement around the end of September. Love to all of you, Marilyn
Date: Sun Aug 20 20:27
eric reed (
hello! I just thot about something. does anyone remember that beautiful fender jaguar that josh played? you know, the electric guitar with all the glow in the dark stars on it!I was wondering if anyone knows where that guitar is now. I have always wanted a jaguar, and I thot it was really cool too see josh playing one as well the 1st time I sawhim live (back in 96). I'm just curious who has it and what's been done with it. thanks!
Date: Wed Aug 16 06:57
Elsa (
Hi sweets, I miss you soooo much, ( it hurts ) I thought about you -- while viewing the full orange moon last nite on Lake Michigan. I was trying to picture the beauty ofheaven and realize that I couldn't even imagine how beautiful it must be. I love you Josh! Thank you for sharing your heart with all of us. When I listen to you, it is unlike noother feeling, I just can't explain how my soul lights up. I will always LOVE you, Josh.
Date: Sun Aug 13 22:51
Kevin Book (
I was driving down the highway in LA in January when "3 Strange Days" came on the radio. It's my favorite song in the world and I turned it up as loud as the speakers in myrental car would go. When it finished with that final chord, rich with signal processing and finality, the deejay came on and said that JCF had died. I had to pull the car over.Throughout the 1990s, I had only one name on the list for my "fantasy" band that didn't change: JCF on guitar and vocals. I have listened over and over again to his records,the best-composed, most thoughtful songs I have heard in my life, and I am still as motivated and inspired by his words and his composition as I was in 1991 when I firstheard the guitar stutter at the beginning of "3 Strange Days." It made the fur rise then. I hope all of you will regale in the richness of his work forever. It deservesimmortality. It's the best stuff I've ever heard.
Date: Wed Aug 9 19:02
renee (
hi shwa miss you nay
Date: Wed Aug 9 12:03
jeff (
Just wanted to say "hi" buddy. I miss you a ton. Jeff
Date: Sun Aug 6 14:43
Greg Riordan (
I haven't been keeping up on the music world for about a year now. I recently found my "Inarticulate Nature Boy" CD and was learning "Window" and "Blgger Than Me" forsome acoustic shows I'm preparing for. I thought I'd send Josh an e-mail and introduce myself. I was a singer/songwriter in a band Once Hush for six years and just starteda solo project after surrendering to addiction. I got on the web site and found out about his passing. I was dismayed. Although I did not know him personally, I feel a senseof loss. I was able to connect with Josh as an artist. He was innovative, talented, and unique. A true diamond in the 90'S rough. I will always admire his perception and hissuperb ability to express through his craft. My heartfelt condolences to his family and friends. I'm saddened by his passing and am unfortunate in the fact that I never hadthe pleasure of speaking to him on the earthly medium. Write it out in the stars Josh. Write it out in the stars Be Well, Greg Riordan
Date: Sun Aug 6 10:28
eden (
Hello out there...I have been listening nonstop to the live album lately, and wondered if anyone might have videotaped any of his live performances? I was never luckyenough to see him perform after the School of Fish days and would gladly pay to have it copied. Please email me at
Date: Tue Aug 1 23:15
Bob Weide (
Had a dream about Joshie-boy last night. I'm sure I've had other dreams about him in the past few months, but this one was especially resonant. I had invited him to staywith me and was so looking forward to the visit. We kept trying to make arrangements to see each other, but things kept screwing up. (Our schedules conflicted, one of uswould show up at the wrong place, etc.) Finally, he was at my upstairs apartment (a place I lived in many years ago) and there were still more obstacles for me to get insidethe apartment. Eventually I did, and the place was milling with people. (I might have been throwing a party for him.) Finally, there he was. He looked great. Healthy,youthful... the way I always picture him. We just looked at each other and broke into big smiles, then laughter. We embraced for a long time in silence. I was unsuccessfullyfighting back tears. On his back, under his T-shirt, I felt some sort of tube, so his recovery wasn't yet 100%, but he was out and about, getting physical therapy and on hisway to total recovery. It was beautiful just seeing him again, looking so fit and happy. (It reminded me of a reunion we had in 1992 or so, having not seen each other for acouple of years. It was so great to be back in touch and pick up where we had left off.) Back to the dream: He apologized for taking so long to get back in touch butunderstandably he had been through a lot since I last saw him in the hospital and was working his way back to all his friends. At some point it occurred to me that this mightbe a dream and I fought off waking up. I wanted to milk every moment with him before we had to part. I put my hand into that mop of curly hair and just rubbed his headuntil I finally woke up. I felt very melancholy (as I do now, recalling this) but still happy and grateful to get that time with him. All day today I've been thinking about howmuch I miss him. When my time comes to make "the big trip" I only hope his smiling face is there greet me and say, "Welcome. It's so good to see you. Take my hand and I'llgive you a tour of this groovy place." Maybe he'll finally tell me what 11-11 means.
Date: Mon Jul 31 19:08
eric reed (
hello! I had this friend who is a musician and he quite reminded me of josh, in a way. actually...in several ways...both funky white boys, both with mop tops, bothsinger/songwriters, both young and groovy. his name is jay buchanan. I hadn't been in touch with jay for a while now, but I always thot...hey! jay should open up for josh!that would go really well. I had played josh's album to jay, and I remember he liked it. I'm sure josh would have dug jay as well. anyhow, I've recently found jay again, andhe's just released 2 albums. he's even got a web site as well (jaybuchanan.com). please visit the site and listen to a couple of tracks. he's featured on OC weekly's newcompilation disc as well. he will be at the mint later this month, as well as several other joints. jay's music is different than josh, but there are similarities, and I think morejosh fans would dig jay as well. if nothing else, listen to a few clips at his site. this guy is good!
Date: Fri Jul 28 20:03
Sarah (
Josh, Been thinking of you often lately, and searching high and low for your songs. Enjoying every single one. It took a long time to open myself to listen again. Missed youtoo much. Then one hot day at a lake, I sat on a pier and watched the dragonflies spin around me. I decided that listening to your voice & guitar in my head wasn't enoughanymore. Funny how so many have felt you around when we see other creatures frolicking! Miss you, -Sarah-
Date: Fri Jul 28 18:03
eden (
josh...I haven't been online in a few months (to get to my computer I would have to cross my own picket line. that is bad), but your site is the first one I check whenever Iget near a computer. I was standing on 54th street the other day in kind of a bad mood (strike related), when this beautiful monarch butterfly appeared out of nowhere andlanded right on the sidewalk in front of me. It sat there for like 5 minutes amazingly, even though all these people were walking by it didn't get scared and fly away. I don'treally know why, but I felt that you were there. It was nice. I hope you are happy in beautiful nowhere....I miss you...
Date: Tue Jul 25 12:01
Joe Walters (
I cant help but feel a little ill... Pancakes on the griddle the coyotes howl... looking up for you my friend. Hows the music? Does it get cold at night? Silk shirts and pure smiles...Hope alss well for you my brother! I love you- Jo
Date: Tue Jul 25 05:03
Rob (
"But unlike all the other turtles I swim with great velocity. I've been fine tunning my turtleocity." Good morning Josh.
Date: Mon Jul 24 16:40
Fred (
I remember when I met my wife she raved about the Turtle Song. She was right, the song was great and so was Josh.
Date: Mon Jul 24 15:27
Elsa (
I MISS you sweets. Gosh, how I wish I would have made some time to take a trip to LA to see you or even taken a mid-west mini tour when you were opening up for ToriAmos. I love reading all the comments and how you have made everyone feel real special, that is so awesome! Josh, since you have been gone I realize that anytime I havean opportunity to do something that comes to mind - simply go for it! The beginning of this month, I went to see Ricky Martin in Detroit, Chicago and Milwaukee .... Josh, Ihad such a GREAT time! It felt really great to enjoy life like I use too. Everything fell perfectly into place .. meeting Ricky was the high light of my mini tour. I couldn't help butthink of you .. I felt as if you could have been that angel by my side while everything went so well for me. I also met this wonderful girl, she is so awesome. She was at thehotel Ricky was staying at and we started to talk. I felt as if we had been friends for a long time when we first met. Since then, I have had dinner with her family, we havegone sailing on the Lake and talk on the phone for hours (which I normally have never done) - it just feels so right. I just can't help but feel that maybe you could have had alittle to do with all the happenings and of coarse I thank God as well. Josh, I love you and carry you close to my heart. Thanks Josh, for letting me see the beauty of therainbow.
Date: Sun Jul 23 08:17
Dene Wilby (
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Date: Sun Jul 23 06:51
Dene Wilby (
Hi everyone, hope you are all OK. Just a quick note to say that all correspondence should now be sent to: Talking Cloud Records, P.O. Box 788, Pacific Palisades, CA90272-0788 and not to the Topanga address. Thanks. Also, while i'm here i'm hoping to do an update on the site and wondered if anyone would want to send mereviews/remembrances/pictures etc. that they would like have featured on the site. If you do, feel free to contact me at
Date: Sat Jul 22 20:58
stacie (
I was shopping in a clothing store in Woodland Hills and was SO EXCITED to hear "Wrong" start to play. I yelled to my friend across the store, "This is School Of Fish!!!"People looked at me funny, but I didn't care...I was in my own little happy place as Josh helped me look for a new dress!! It's exciting to hear his voice in such an unexpectedplace. Thanks for being there, Josh!
Date: Fri Jul 21 11:29
Jeff (
Hello all. It has been 6 months since Josh's funeral. Many changes have taken place in my life since then, and yet it is unfathomable that Josh is gone. I wear my "circle ofJosh" ring and proudly tell all who ask what it represents, the story of my best friend, Josh. There is too much to say. I miss hearing him play live. I miss calling him about"lady trouble" or "lady hopefulness." I miss his laugh and his smile and his guidance, although I can imagine all of it with great ease. I thank you, Celia, for your words andtaking care of Kaya, that beautiful puppy taught Josh as much about himself as Josh has taught me about life and kindness and spirit. If anybody is ever planning on playinghis music live, please let me know. It is important that it breathes and has a life of it's own...Thank you Josh for being my friend...I will always miss you my brother. Aw, yeah.
Date: Fri Jul 21 05:42
Bridgette (
I can't stay away from these messages...even though Josh and I were only friends for a while, I feel that he gave me the same feeling that his father wrote about...that thismoment mattered, that there was something beautiful in every encounter and I feel so grateful that he even gave that to me...I have meant to get in touch with him so manytimes over the years...when I got my great dane Emma...(he had said that the first tour was his house and big dog tour) and also when my husband saw a 1965 convertiblecadillac...i told him to put a note on it asking if they are interested in selling it because that is what my friend josh had done...so, sure enough, we got a call that night. i wasalways reluctant to call though. he had such a deep impact on me, and i was so young and shy and i am sure i wasn't very good at hiding my adoration of him...i probablyscared the daylights out of him...but now, reading all of these messages, i am sure he would have understood...that i should have gotten in touch. i have never ceasedthinking about him though. he is truly inspirational...my 1 and 3 year old boys have been dancing to his cd's since i found out about his passing...i will do my part to make surethat his music is kept alive...my neighbor is turning 9 tomorrow...guess what we are going to give her as a present? Peace to everyone...josh, keep smiling on all of theseloving people...Bridgette
Date: Thu Jul 20 23:17
Celia (
Tonight is the first night I've had the courage to visit the site. As I read the messages, especially yours Jeff, I began to cry. When Kaya heard me she got up from herpeaceful doggie sleep and came over to see what was wrong. She put her face up to mine, licked it, then put her head on my knee and let her fur mop up my tears. I missJosh every day, each time I kiss the dog, (at least 20 times a day), I think of him. For all his friends who knew Kaya, the dog is great. She's happy, she has her doggie friendswho come and spend days and weekends with her, and she still howls at the coyotes at night. She misses Josh too, in her doggie way, and I know she keeps him in her heart,as so many people do. celia
Date: Wed Jul 19 23:53
Collin (
Josh, just thought you'd like to know... my niece, Raven, loves your music!
Date: Wed Jul 19 06:59
Bridgette (
This is so hard to write...I met Josh in 1991, I was bartending in Philadelphia and SOF was playing. An hour before the music was to start, Josh was just hanging out talkingwith everyone. He asked me if I thought it would be busy, and I said no because some popular band was playing somewhere else. We talked and joked around, he helped meset up...I just thought he was a customer until the music started and I saw him come on stage...those giant black boots, skinny legs and mop of hair and that envelopingvoice. After the show, he helped clean up and invited me up to NY. I was very unsure, but there was something about him. Seeing that I felt unsure, he asked if I would cometo Tower Records the next day to watch him play and then I could decide whether to go to NY with him or not...he said, c'mon, it is my birthday tomorrow. So, I went toTower records the next day then to NY, for three days then we met up periodically for a year or so. I moved to europe and heard his music in Vienna, Nice, Zurich...I wish wehad kept in touch. He said "we will have our time"...I have never forgotten him, and his sweet manner, his soft thin hand holding mines flying around NY in a cab...the latenight phone calls. I feel so lucky to know that angel for the short time I did...I have cried for two days now since I looked him up on the internet...my husband and two littleboys don't seem to understand...so i had to write all of you...because i know you will. i am so sad. but more and more memories are coming back to me, and i know he hisputtign them into my head because i smile and crack up every time it happens. oh, what a person he was and spirit he is! I can't imagine how his close friends and familyfeel..oh, my heart goes out to you.
Date: Wed Jul 12 10:57
Kristi York Wooten (
"In my one room apartment, high above this town . . ." When I moved to NYC from South Carolina in the early 90s, SOF were part of the soundtrack to my life. Starting outas a music journalist after college, I interviewed Josh just after moving to the city. I remember we sat there in Capitol's offices eating crackers and listening to StevieWonder's Innervisions. Josh said it was the most "in-touch" album he'd ever heard, and he wanted to make a record like that one day. I think he achieved that goal - Joshwas one of the most in-touch musicians I ever met, and a great performer - whether onstage at New York's Irving Plaza headlining with School of Fish, or on his own(opening for Del Amitri) at some dive bar in South Carolina. One of the best things about Josh was the positive attitude he exuded. Even in his music's moodiest moments,there was a bright light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe he's basking in that light now. I know when we listen to his music, we do.
Date: Mon Jul 10 16:23
Drew Fessenden (
Many years ago I knew Josh vaguely. Well enough to sit with him occasionally in our high school cafeteria, or give him the odd ride to the T so he could pick up the green linehome to Brookline. When I was living out in L.A. I was pleased to hear how well he was doing out there, since I heard he skipped college to pursue music. Last night I foundthis website and read over all these messages...one from his friend Andras Jones talked about all the time they spent playing music together. I dug out an old yearbook andfound a picture of the two of them playing their guitars on the quad. They looked so little. He was smiling. Like his friend Bob wrote in Josh's eulogy. Even if you only knewhim as peripherally as I did, nor seen him in as many years as I had, you wouldn't remember him any other way.
Date: Fri Jul 7 23:58
Joanne Rose (
I would like to know whether anyone was able to video tape the Rock For Hope benefit concert in honor of Josh Clayton-Felt at The Hard Rock Cafe in Beverly Hills onFebruary 10, 2000? I was fortunate enough to attend the show and would love a copy of Tonic's performance. Please let me know! Peace & Joy--Joanne Rosehttp"//m3.easyspace.com/joannerose/open.htm
Date: Mon Jul 3 23:08
Mick (
So I'm doing a yahoo search on one of my all time fave bands and I find this...What a huge loss. In my podunk neck of the woods there was nothing about Josh, but sixmonths or yesterday it's still pretty harsh. One of the truly talented American songwriters. Thanks for great music Josh...
Date: Sat Jul 1 10:14
jeff (
JOSHY!! Nomar Garciaparra called me last night!! I told him that we loved him, because he loves the game of baseball. You made that happen didn't you? You magical curlyheaded wonder...I love you, jeffy...
Date: Tue Jun 27 07:58
Keith (
Oh Man. I went to the music store yesterday. I don't usually look through the used cd's, but that day I thought maybe I should. The first thing I see is Inarticulate NatureBoy. It's not the regular release. It's in a cardboard cover and the entire thing has different art. It has the same tracks. It also has that "For Promotional Use Only - Not ForSale" sign on it. I already had the album, but couldn't help but buy this copy too. The next day I decide to check the site for news about new releases. That's when I see thenews. It really is amazing how people affect you. I feel almost as if I've lost a loved one. I was living in Phoenix, AZ when a friend of mine and I decided to drive to LA tocheck out Josh at the Largo. We got to the pub a little early, just at the right time to see Josh drive up in his old car. We chat a while. We left and came back about an hourbefore the show. He asked us if we were there to see Colin Hay. I didn't even realize who Colin Hay was. We were there for Josh. Josh seemed floored that we'd drive fromPhoenix just to see him. He even told us that we could've written his set if he'd have known we were coming. Of course, it was one of the best shows I've seen. I guess Ijust need to say thank you to Josh for bringing so many wonderful experiences to mine and other peoples lives. You will be sorely missed.
Date: Mon Jun 26 21:14
Joanne Rose (
I am from Australia. I moved to the USA a year ago. I have been a devoted fan of Tonic since they were first introduced to Australia in mid 1997 and a fervent admirer of JeffRusso. I had the utmost pleasure of attending the Rock For Hope benefit concert in honor of Josh Clayton-Felt on February 10, 2000 at The Hard Rock Cafe in Beverly Hills,where I also had the honor of seeing Tonic perform for the first time and meet with them in person. Prior to the show, I was not familiar with whom Josh Clayton-Felt was.With warm wishes to everyone--Joanne Rose http://m3.easyspace.com/joannerose/open.htm
Date: Thu Jun 22 18:34
Kimberlee (
Believe it or not.....I am a bit behind...I went on to see Josh's site tonight....I havent had the internet for a while...and I come from such a small town the news of Josh'sdeath did not enter our newspaper. I was in the mood tonight to see what was going on with him..new cd's etc. and what I found stumped and shocked me....My mouth justhung open forever as tears rolled dowm my cheeks.... He was and always will be an incredible musician to me....His words touched me from the sad melodies to the jumparound your room tunes....I will cherish the music I have of his and continue to brag about how awesome he is and recommend his music to everyone I meet.....You aresadly missed....My heart goes out to all Josh's family and friends. Kimberlee..Connecticut
Date: Mon Jun 19 11:53
Jeff (
Josh's new album, "Spirit Touches Ground" is not forgotten. There are legal issues that need ironing out. After which, we will announce the scheduled release date of thealbum...we are still months away, so be patient and keep those other JOSH CDs spinning. With Love to al of Josh's community...Jeff
Date: Sat Jun 17 11:09
Keith Gerdes (
Is there any new news in regards to the new album? If anyone knows anything, I am sure everyone would like to know. Please let us know! And to you my friend, I hopeeverything is we'll! I can't help myself but wonder what you are doing up in HEAVEN!!! Keep playing that beautiful music my brother! Your music keeps me going.......
Date: Tue Jun 13 13:33
j taylor (
I would just like to say thank you for the first album that started my love affair with music. you will be missed
Date: Tue Jun 13 10:29
mark (
Hi everybody..while we all wait for the new cd to come out, some folks on this site have been kind enough to share some music with me that i had not previously had. i had previously offered to make tapes of the b-sides and rarities to anyone who wanted, that still stands...but now there is a little more. I have a copy of SOF live at the hollywood palace, very short, 7 songs, but very good. Also, there is a WXRT concert from Chicago, HC tour..Thank you to those who provided..If anyone wants a copy, just send an email. If anyone else has anything rare that you know the rest of us would love, it'd be great if you'd send a copy so I could share that as well.
Date: Mon Jun 12 16:08
Nichole (
I wrote Josh a note many years ago that said "The rising sun brings a smile to my face, the thought of you, fills my hearts empty space!" That still holds true today! Josh, thank you for helping me discover my dreams! You truly are a shinning star! I miss you! Love always Nykoal!
Date: Wed May 24 11:39
Jeff (
Joshy - This day has a new meaning for me. I celebrate my birthday with great sadness and longing for my buddy...but I will not wallow in it, as you would not want that, but I take a deep breath and a long hard look at the meaning of this day and our bond of being six days apart on Earth. You are my best friend...we will ALWAYS celebrate this day together and I thank you for introducing so many loving people into my life. Aww, Yeah.
Date: Sun May 21 16:28
nicky (
Happy Birthday Joshie!! Lindsay and I went for pancakes last Thursday at the Farmer's Market to celebrate the day you arrived. I miss you so much. I am finally able to get through my workout tape without sobbing when "Euphoria" comes on. The people at the gym think I am a freak...but I don't care. I taped the first SOF record for Lindsay (she had never heard it.) I haven't seen any of your other pals but I feel like this website helps me to stay in touch somehow. I've been thinking a lot about you - it's amazing how many times in a day you pop into my mind...make me laugh, smile. I feel blessed to have so many wonderful memories of our adventures together. We're almost done mixing the record. Last night the engineer called me in to ask me about a drum loop (what it was and if I wanted it in the mix?) It was you... and one of your funky little loops you recorded for me. I told him to keep it in the mix. It's funny how I forgot all about those loops once we tracked drums. Now they're like little pieces of you that I can't let go of. Thank you for being all over the place. Love to all of Josh's family, and other friends. Peace and be well. Nicky
Date: Sat May 20 22:03
Jeff (
Joshy -- I played baseball with my nephew Alex and his friend Aaron...both 9 years old, both like us...playing baseball and making each other laugh about EVERYTHING. I looked at them and thought...if they are as lucky as we were to be best friends for YEARS on top of YEARS, they will have a great gift ahead of them. I'm going to BRUCE on Monday, one of our last outings, you and I, remember...Raina reminded me that you called her from the show and said you knew it was time to get a band...You are so loved..so loved...I'm off to hear Colin sing, "Dear J." just for you. I miss you...Happy Belated Birthday (just like old times when you were away and we couldn't reach each other.) Oh, The other day, Pete told me about our marathon phone calls when the band would go out for drinks and come back three hours later to find you and me gabbin' away like the friends we will ALWAYS be. I lo
Collin (
Josh, it's feels like so long since you've been gone... still enriching and making the people I care about smile. I share you with everyone I can. A few days ago, working in my local library, I came across the book that you wrote when you were seventeen, in 1987. About the Author: "Josh has two strong interests: travelling and learning about life in other societies, and music - he writes songs, plays guitar and has a band." Simply put, no? All my love and respect,
Date: Tue Jun 6 13:49
Lisa (
I know I am way behind the times but I just heard the sad news about Josh. Living up in Canada, I regret that I never had the chance to see him play but his spirit will live on in the music he created. For all of you who were fortunate enough to know him and love him, I am deeply sorry. He will be missed.
Date: Tue May 30 22:20
Barry C. Schneider (
I remember Josh as a 21 yr.old kid who came to L.A. and joined our band "Francis X & the Bushman" That's where he met Mike Ward - He was the coolest kid ,bright eyes and all.... His music was ,let's say more conventional than ours but he had such a spark that we just loved his sound......... Healways asked me to show him drumbeats too;He loved the drums- He always called me his "Jewish Brother". When I think of Josh Clayton-Felt I think of music in it's purest form and that's a great thought ! God Bless you Josh ....may your chords rise in heaven ...and above !!!! PEACE. ...your bro, Barry Schneider
Date: Thu May 18 17:28
Kristen (
Happy Birthday, Josh. I miss you terribly. Love, Kristen
Date: Thu May 18 17:18
crys (
what a beautiful day...happy birthday, josh!
Date: Thu May 18 16:12
Lindsay Lipton (
Hello. I went to Dupar's at the Farmers Market this morning to have pancakes with another friend of Joshs to celebrate his birthday. We smiled and teared. He is so special and has always been my angel. I love you Josh and miss you so terribly. I look at all the phone numbers I have for you and crave to call them all. Happy birthday love. You are always with me and I feel and can see you brightening up the skies.
Date: Thu May 18 15:26
Julie ():
Happy Birthday, Josh. We ate pancakes this morning and thought of you...
Date: Fri May 19 16:53
Matt Robinson (
It was with great sadness that I read of the passing of Josh today. I dug through some music and was listening to some of my favorite college era bands yesterday, and of course had to include one of my favorites, School of Fish. I had purchased Josh's first solo effort after its release, but regrettably didn't keep up with his career. After reexperiencing the magic of Josh's songwriting/performing ability, I decided to update myself on his latest activities and came across the notice that he had passed away in January. The news really affected me, and I began to think back about the good times associated with his music. I am fortunate that I had a chance to meet Josh and Michael from School of Fish back in '93 when they were touring for Paul Westerberg, and they were truly class acts. I was especially struck at how sincere and down to earth Josh was...although he had prodigious talent, he still made time to relate to the fans on a personal level. As a direct result of Josh's attitude towards his fans, I left that concert feeling much better about the recording industry, as I have seen first hand what it is capable of doing to a person. Josh was a brilliant performer, a gentleman, and was obviously loved by many fans as well as his family. As I close, I can feel myself misting up...so I will just simply say you will be deeply missed buddy...thanks for the memories and the music that will live on... Matt Robinson Charlotte, NC
Date: Thu May 18 20:08
Marilyn Felt (
Reading the postings of the last two weeks, I noticed that one writer questioned whether a posting that suggested donations to Josh's high school for a music practice room was supported by Josh's family. First, I want to thank the writer for keeping the family's wishes in mind. Second, I want to say that the school did in fact, make sure that the request was something the family would support before posting it, and that it is a wonderful school. Today was Josh's birthday. All of you, who joined with us at our house, and at your own pancake celebrations, and in your hearts, make it clear in so many ways that Josh's spirit is alive. Love always, Marilyn Josh's Mom
Date: Thu May 18 15:07
Renee Stahl (
bon anniversaire-----happy anniversay of the day you were born. today we all celebrate your life. I miss you my friend. love Nay Nay.
Date: Thu May 18 13:21
Paul Becker (
Happy Birthday Josh.
Date: Thu May 18 13:14
Erika Schwartz (
I heard a song that reminded me of Josh this morning, and I felt an urge to visit the site again, and read the beautiful things people have written since I was last here. How amazing to find that today is Josh's birthday, and there are people sitting down right now 3000 miles away to remember him. I now fully believe that Josh's spirit is very present and that it was his nudge that made me come here and be a part of the people refecting on thier love and memeories of him. Thanks again, Josh, and Happy, Happy Birthday.
Date: Thu May 18 12:30
HEATHER HENNESSEY (
JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH- HOW IRONIC THAT YOUR B DAY IS THE SAME WEEK AS MOTHERS DAY. SINCE YOU AND MY MOM BOTH LEFT THE SAME WEEK I'M SURE THAT YOUR BOTH IN A GREAT PLACE. I MISS YOU MY FRIEND. TELL MY MOM AND DAD HELLO AND THAT I MISS THEM TOO AND THAT I'M OK. OR AS WELL AS I CAN BE LOVE HEATHER
Date: Thu May 18 10:41
Doug LaFave (
Tried to put on any of the CDs today and still can't, although I really wanted to. Finally decided maybe it would be therapeutic to post something here. I met Josh several times at various shows in San Diego. One with SOF outside at UCSD and a solo performance at 4th & B stand out as favorite performance memories. That and listening to him yakking away onstage between songs the different times I saw him, with SOF and then later alone, always reminded me that the journey counts the most. Josh was always upbeat, and always headed somewhere he chose to be going. I admired that immensely. I'm a couple of years older than Josh and his spirit was always a gentle checkpoint for me - was I doing what I wanted to be doing? Was I paying attention to the happiness surrounding me? Today I think maybe Josh had already learned what we're supposed to be learning, and that's why he's gone. Maybe his leaving occurred in order to help me with my learning. I hope the new CD is released sometime soon. I think it will help me to cry and then finally to smile about this. I know Josh wasn't a member of my family, and I know we weren't friends, but it feels like it.
Date: Thu May 18 10:30
Robert De Sousa (
I wish that I could have been at the Boston pancake party over Josh's mom's place. Had to work. Happy Birthday Josh!
Date: Thu May 18 07:39
daniella (
the very first song i heard on the radio this morning was three strange days...a song that doesn't come on too often...and i smiled and thought..how appropriate...happy birthday josh
Date: Thu May 18 06:26
Jill (
I've visited this site often in the past months and although up until today I hadn't posted, I have read each message here. The words never failed to evoke emotion in me but I think that's only natural given the person Josh was. He was and continues to be an essential part of those who knew him and even those who didn't. From the moment I met him, it was quite apparent that he was unlike any individual I had ever encountered. Josh had this calm, collect aura that surrounded him and encompassed all those around him. He was completely at ease with himself, those around him, and the world in general. Within only minutes of knowing him, it seemed almost as if he'd been a part of my life forever. That day I knew I'd met someone special-an angle on earth. To say that day changed my life seems to be a little dramatic, more so than it should be. But in the smallest ways, it did in fact change my life. Meeting and knowing Josh changed a lot of the ways I perceived people, the way I treated people, and the way I looked at the bad and good in life. So, Happy Birthday Josh. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life. You are truly someone I will never forget.
Date: Thu May 18 05:43
John J. Clayton (
Happy Birthday, Josh. I love you. Dad.
Date: Thu May 18 04:07
Michelle (
Happy Birthday Josh. We miss you.
Date: Mon May 15 11:14
Corrin Roskos (
I'm horrified. I had no idea and to find this out while trying to surf around for an update on one of my favorite performers is truly disturbing. I am so sorry for the loss that his friends and the music community now must face. Josh, please accept my humble thanks for all you have given me.
Date: Mon May 15 07:52
Seamus Buckley (
Just to add to what my sister, Linda said a few messages ago, I didn't know Josh well but I vividly remember meeting him a few years ago. It was in the Opera House, Cork, Ireland at a show. At the time I knew nothing about him as he knew little to nothing about me but I never met anyone to be so unassuming despite his obvious talent. Similarly he was so welcoming, warm and geniunely interested in what I had to say. Despite me knowing, he had a strange effect on me as I have met so few (if any) people like that. This rarity has started my attempt to be a better person as Josh had a personality I would love to have. One can only assume that due to Josh's unique personna, he has gone to a beautiful place, a place where he truly deserves. Thanks for those insightful moments I had the good fortune to know you for.
Date: Sun May 14 09:44
Damian sleger (
I didnt personally know Josh. I happened to get tickets to a Tori Amos concert a couple of years ago. I was told that there was NO opening act. Suddenly this little guy with guitar comes out. Im thinking to myself "gotta be a roadie". All the sudden this guy fires up his guitar and starts ROCKING hard! I would have to say that I enjoyed Josh's performance even more than Tori. His voice captured my imagination immediately. I wasnt aware of Josh's death, and am sorry to hear about it. He had great talent and charisma. I'd like to tell his family that I feel sorry for thier loss. I know what its like to lose a very special person.
Date: Fri May 12 14:43
Linda (
I was deeply shocked and saddened to hear of Josh's death last week. I was deeply shocked and saddened to hear, last week, of Josh's death. I met Josh, here in Ireland, about four years ago, while he was staying in my town, Kinsale, writing.My sister Irene and I became good friends with him, and ever since, we would keep in contact, sending each other compilation tapes, letters, calling, etc. While working in San Francisco last summer, I had the great fortune to be able to visit Josh in L.A. While I only stayed for about 5 days, I can honestly say they were the best of my life. I went to see him play in Largo and was so delighted to see him again. We would listen to the sounds of the crickets at night, and he would make me pancakes in the morning! He asked me to sing some backing vocals on some songs, mostly on Dragonfly, I don't know if he ever used them, but we had great fun recording. I had been trying to get in contact with him for ages, but I never thought that this was the reason his phone number was not in use. Josh truly was an amazing person,he will always be in my heart, and it is very moving to read these tributes to him. I last saw him in September 99, when he appeared to be in great form, recording enthusiastically, and planning to come and visit us in Ireland again. I still cannot believe he is gone, but I know that he will be in our thoughts,, and that we are lucky to have known and loved such a beautiful person.
Date: Thu May 11 19:21
eric reed (
PANCAKES!!! JOSH!!! MUSIC!!! FRIENDS!!! I am headed to the farmer's market this saturday, may 13th at 10 am for pancakes and rememberance of josh for his upcoming bday. I'll bring a few friends, and I'll be meeting some new friends as well. please come if you would like to share the joshness. we'll have tunes (it's rumored that we'll have a copy of spirit touches ground to listen to), and tons o' pancakes! bring a smile and an appetite. it's on fairfax and 3rd, just south of the largo in LA. if you don't know how to get there, please email me and I'll give you really bad directions! hope to see you there!
Date: Wed May 10 08:57
Michelle (
I've finally accepted Josh's death and like many others, I wanted to know how to keep his spirit alive. The recent posting suggesting donations to a school Josh attended seems well-intentioned but it does not appear to be from his family. I note that a relevant excerpt from the portion of this website entitled "What You Can Do" IS endorsed by his family: "There was a Native American Indian group that Josh was very involved with called Descendants of the Earth. Josh spent lots of time with them and [Josh cared enough that he himself] played many benefits for them to raise money for their causes." Their address: Descendants of the Earth P.O. Box 301 Ventura, CA 93002
Date: Sat May 6 08:22
Frank Licari (
What a sad day, indeed. Unfortunately, I didn't hear about the news until just today. Josh's name came up as I was e-mailing a former band member of his and friend of mine from Boston, Jamie Edwards. I was asking him where Josh was these days. The last I had heard he had went back out to L.A. I was fortunate enough to see Josh play 3 times and meet him in person. Actually, got to sit down with him on a few occassions and share a laugh and converse about our lives as performers. My friend, Jamie, turned me on to Josh's music and I couldn't stop going to see him perform while he was here in Boston. I was privileged enough to have him come and see me perform in my show as well (Blue Man Group). He was an amazing talent and an amazing human being who just lit up the room. I remember telling all of my friends at the theatre to "go see this guy because you can't help but love him and his music." He was very inspirational to me in those few times that I got to see him and speak with him. He had an inner life and energy that was contageous to everyone around him. You could see the people in the room just be infected by his vibe and start to smile and sway with the music. And of course, this continued after the show as well when he spoke to people. He brought a joy to all the fans and friends that he spoke to and for that matter, his band mates. Seeing my friend play with him, I could see all the fun those guys were having up on that stage. It was like watching them sitting around in their living room playing for a few friends rather than in a bar playing a "gig". I wish that I could have gotten to know him better than I did. However, the little of him that I was exposed to was enough to leave a lasting mark of a person with immeasurable talent and an amazing spirit. "ride on" Josh.
Date: Fri May 5 16:56
Sue Rivera (a friend from CSW and Brown U.) (
Several of us who were close to Josh in high school have discussed ways in which to create a lasting tribute to him. Toward this end, we have asked the CSW Development Office to establish a fund in his name. The goal of the fund is to raise enough money so that a music practice room in the new performing arts center may be supplied with new equipment and dedicated in his name. We believe that Josh would have been pleased to know that, in his memory, other students will be given the opportunity and the resources to develop their musical talents. We hope you will consider contributing to this fundraising effort not only to respect Josh's memory, but also to help other students to achieve what Josh had achieved in his short life. Contributions to the Josh Clayton-Felt Memorial Fund may be sent to the Development Office, The Cambridge School of Weston, Georgian Road, Weston, MA 02493.
Date: Mon May 1 02:49
eric reed (
does anyone know anything about the supposed pancake fest happening in LA?
Date: Sat Apr 29 11:26
Marilyn Felt (
For celebrating Josh's birthday, May 18: To help us get through the day in Josh spirit, we're taking up the idea of chat fans for celebrating Josh's birthday with a Pancake Festival. We're going to have a Boston gathering for family and friends of Josh (fans included-you are friends). It will be on Thursday, May 18th, from noon to 2:00. We'll have plenty pancakes, lots of toppings, and we'll listen to Josh's music-some from the new album. If you'd like to join us, please let us know (email is best) so we can estimate what 'plenty' would be. When we hear from you we'll email back directions to our house. With love, Marilyn Josh's Mom
Date: Tue Apr 25 14:49
Elsa (
I just had to say hello to Tommy Manzi. Tommy - you're words of Josh were beautifully said. From the bottom of my heart "Thanks" for sharing you're experience and feelings of Josh. Just like you, I am trying to lead my life the way Josh led his ... and I have to say "I'm loving it"! I feel love everywhere I am and I have to "Thank" sweet loving Josh for that. It is wonderful to love all around even at the things that could get in the way. Life is much easier when you share Love with everyone. Living in the City I never took the take to greet someone and give a smile. I was never a mean spirit but I am a shy person. I find myself making eye contact and making someone smile and it feels really good inside.. and when that happens I thank and think of Josh all the time - so a day never goes by that I will not have Josh in my heart and mind. Josh, I love you sweets and miss you very much.
Date: Sun Apr 23 13:17
Tommy Manzi (
I've read all the JCF postings on a regular basis, but I haven't been able to bring myself to write anything... I (like everyone else) have been struggling immensely in the wake of Josh's passing. He was, without a doubt, one of the kindest, most sincere, special, inspiring people I have ever met. I last spoke to Josh on Sunday, 26th December 1999. I believe that was the day before the doctors pinpointed Josh's illness. Josh was upbeat and prepared to battle hard, regardless of whatever was ultimately determined. I'll always remember hanging up the telephone and thinking, feeling, believing that he would beat this, whatever it was. Afterall, Josh was an angel walking on earth... we needed people like him here on earth... there were powerful and positive forces at work. As I look back now, I am thankful that I was blessed to be able to have that last conversation and will forever regret that I didn't tell Josh that I loved him. You see I was convinced that he would beat this and that I would be able to fly to Los Angeles and spend time with him and Kaya during his recuperation. Josh's passing has left a hole in each of our souls, but his memory and impact (on each of our lives) will continue to resonate powerfully in all of us forever. I miss him horribly but will always keep his memory close to my heart. Josh taught me a great deal (much of which I am just realizing now). He was such an immensely unique and special soul. I will try hard to lead my life in the way that he led his. Josh once wrote me a note and ended it with this: "so have a beautiful day and what ever comes of all this, may it be for the absolute best for all, and make all of us shine as we really do anyway." So I say let's all shine in Josh's honor. Thank you for the music. Thank you for your love & friendship. Thank you for showing us the interconnected oneness of our exist
Date: Sat Apr 22 14:51
Williamton Angel (
How did the memorial concert go? I couldn't go..seeing that i'm only 15 and live miles and miles away...
Date: Fri Apr 21 21:47
marisa (
the funny thing is--and maybe it's not so funny, i guess--was that i remember reading the obit of josh back in january and getting upset because i had lost him as well as jeff buckley a few years ago (still remember that date: last week of may '97). and then, as things do, everything got lost in the clutter of my mind, discarded and shed and broken down and lingering in the back of my skull. life is like that. i left atlanta this morning to go see my parents, driving through the city on the way out of town, and put in an old mixtape. suddenly, "into the deep end" came out of the speakers and then--because everything pales now and again and the light is never as clear and beautiful as it once was--i wondered, what happened to josh? and suddenly, as i am mouthing the words on I-85 north, i remembered: oh my god, he died in january. and then it hit like a blow in the chest. i know it sounds trite and cheesy and i do apologize, but that's what it did. i began to cry. i wanted to meet josh and i never got to see him live, not his solo act nor school of fish. but i do remember his music always being there when i was down and i was buoyant. and it was startling to recall that he's no longer there, but that he HAS to be somewhere to better, brighter, and wonderful. but it was sad to have the memory of his passing and his life to come back full force. so when i was in the car, watching the pass of the clouds in the sky, the stillness of the southern countryside around me, i remember him. i wish i could have been to the memorial concert. i wish i could have seen him live. but, as i have said, everything gets lost in the clutter, and life is like that. au revoir, mon dieu... marisa "what was my escape is all that i have left, and the further you go, the deeper it gets..."
Date: Fri Apr 21 17:38
kat maslich (
I first met Josh in 97 - in back of the Mint at a show. I saw him playing with his dog so lovingly as he fumbled through his car trying to unload his equipment at the same time. I felt a sense of warmth from him that I just had to go up and say hello. He was so amazingly kind and sweet that I had to stay to hear him. I was floored by his voice and songs -it made me realize that an angel was there that night. I will never forget that for as long as I live.. I went to the Mint last night for the memorial and I was touched and overwhelmed by the spirit in the room. It restored my faith in love and compassion! You needed to fly Josh..... Kat
Date: Fri Apr 21 14:59
eric reed (
PANCAKES!!! IN LA!!! when? where?
Date: Fri Apr 21 11:04
jeff ((
Josh would have been and IS proud...to everyone who pitched in...you are all beautiful people. To everyone who came to share the night or just did something positive while thinking about Josh...you are all beautiful. Aw, Yeah.
Date: Fri Apr 21 09:14
MD (
Hey everyone... What a shock! I didn't even know what had happened! My thoughts go to his family and friends. Well, I'll be going to put on my School Of Fish cds as soon as I log off here. I can't explain how much that band's music meant to me, especially the first cd (which was the soundtrack for many years of my highschool life!) I guess that will make me more determined to find, and maybe someone out there will be able to help me, to find a copy of the 3 Strange Days single, or copies of the "Let's Pretend We're Married" and other b-sides. thank you for your music... md
Date: Thu Apr 20 15:54
Elsa (
Hi ya Sweets! Josh - I wish I could be among all the beautiful people who will be attending the Memorial Earth Day Benefit Concert for You - but since I am in Chicago ... I will be there in sprit! I know you will be there - you deserve to see how many lives you have touched so deeply (including me!) I am just proud and happy to know that kindhearted people will be gathering for a wonderful soul. Josh - you are truly LOVED by all. I miss you sweets! My heart goes out to everyone who will be attending tonite's concert. Enjoy yourself, have a great time and hold onto the love you will be receiving tonite. And of coarse to his Family, I bet you're hearts are bigger than ever to know that Josh is an inspiration that will last forever! Much love to you all. I love you, Josh!
Date: Thu Apr 20 10:42
Jeff Rosenthal (
The show at the Mint is tonight at 8pm...Josh's music and love of fellow beings lives on...Jeffy
Date: Sun Apr 16 22:22
GB (
What a complete shock to be looking through a back issue of Rolling Stone and reading Josh' obituary. Strange that I had just gone back to listening to Human Cannonball a few weeks ago. "Fountain" is a wonderful masterpiece of a song. Reading of his passing, I experienced the same feeling I had when I learned of Jeff Buckley's passing. Two brilliant writers who were taken from this world way too soon. I'm so thankful they left us with the music they did, and I so look forward to hearing Josh's last recording. What a great inspiration Josh was and will continue to be!!
Date: Sun Apr 16 12:04
Laura Clayton Baker (
I've been reading these messages since my brother Josh passed away and have been so moved by them. Especially in the begining when our loss was so raw and unbearable your letters showed me, and all our family just how full and rich Josh's life had been, and how many people he had touched so deeply. You gave us a glimpse into some of the wonderful experiences he had had, and the way he had been touched by all of you as well. It was and continues to be a tremendous source of comfort, a treasure we can hold onto. I want you all to know that the record he completed, "Spirit Touches Ground", will most certainly be released, and when I know the where and when details I will announce it on this site. He spent the last 6 months of his life rerecording every song and about a week before he went into the hospital (He didn't even know he was sick at this point) he told me how satisfied and proud he was with the way it had come out. It is an amazing record and we want you to hear it as it meant so much to him to share his music with all of you. Thank you for your kind wishes, prayers and support. You have helped us so much.
Date: Fri Apr 14 21:48
erika (
I didn't know that Josh had passed away and my heart nearly stopped when I read the words "Josh Clayton Memorial Concert" in the LA Weekly. Thank you so much for putting this website together to let people know and have a place to gather and remember him. I can't say I knew him well, but all my times with him are good memories. I was introduced to him by his stepbrother Josh Fink a few years ago, when I was still in school. Josh needed help in the studio on his new record and took his brother's recommendation to meet with this inexperienced young girl. We hit it off and he was willing to give me a shot. What a huge gesture that was, and even though A&M ended up nixing the idea, I'll never stop appreciating that fact. I saw him play down at Largo after that, always stopping to say hello and chat about life, recording, and family. I am so saddended to hear of his passing. He was a warm, sweet,and talented guy. I'm listening to 'What Good Is Heaven' right now, and mourning the loss. God Bless, Josh.
Date: Fri Apr 14 17:38
marly (
I just found out about Josh's death. I must admit I am in a complete state of shock. I saw josh open for Tori Amos about four years ago, he complimeneted me on my John Lennon tee-shirt. I was beyond impressed with his performance and bought "inarticulate nature boy" shortly after and it still remains as one of my alltime favorite albums. Rock on Josh wherever you may be- you will never be forgotten ~love always, Marly
Date: Wed Apr 12 16:11
Elsa (
I love you Sweets! I think about you everyday, all day. I regret that I didn't take the time to let you know how much I adore you! Although, I am sure you had an idea from all my love letters to you. I don't know why I stopped - it wasn't because I didn't think about you - I guess I just always felt like you would always be around to express my thoughts to you. I look back at the times we met and how you were always a sweetheart! I cherish my post card from London of the Crown Jewels - when you and SOF were on tour in 91-92. That was so Sweet of you guys to send that to me along with your Sweet Loving Words. I remember how Happy I was when I received it and thought how Awesome it was to get a post card from my Favorite Band. I don't know whatever happen to Dominic but he wrote some loving words as well and he was Always so Friendly and Sweet. I have the post card in a frame in my living room as well as my promo photo of SOF with you're loving signature and your adoring words of "We LOVE Elsa BIG". I cherish the drawing on my SOF tape cover when we first met and I mention to you all - how me & my friend drove from Chicago to Milwaukee to see you guys and you drew a picture of a car driving. The was so sweet of you. I am surprise you were listening - I wouldn't doubt if I might have been talking too fast seeing how I was so excited about meeting all of you! I still have my guitar pick that you gave me and I remember how happy you were that I made it into a charm to wear around my neck and how you were happy that I made it to the show. I am really sorry about not hanging around the last time I saw you in '95 ... (I'm really upset with myself) when you asked me to wait for you after the show - and I left. It kills me that I did something I didn't want to do. I can't believe that even with you calling me and getting me on the guess list I didn't wait around. Since you put me plus 1 - I invited one of my girlfriends and she was begging me to leave ... I should have told her to go ahead and leave while I wait for you but instead I didn't want her to leave alone so I left with her. I really hate myself for listening to her. And I am so sorry that I didn't get to see you with Tori Amos. I was so excited that day cuz I couldn't wait to see you! Then I got a page from the health club I was at and my boyfriend called to tell me that he was going into the emergency room. So my plans to see you had changed. I was feeling bad for my boyfriend and at the same time I was feeling sad that I was going to miss seeing you perform. I always kept the faith that I would see you again and now it hurts really bad that I can't talk to you or see your loving eyes and smile. This is why I felt the need to write this letter - I feel this is my chance to express my thoughts and feelings. Josh, "Beautiful Nowhere" is my Favorite CD! I can't believe it took me soooo long to send in my check to you. I always figure I would get around to ordering the CD and because I waited so long I didn't get the opportunity to have you sign my CD. Instead your Sister wrote me to explain that the day I wrote the check is the day you were admitted to the hospital ... which made me very Sad - I guess you never read my New Year Card to you. Thanks Laura, for sending the CD and for the Letter. My sincere condolence to you, Marilyn and your Family. You and Your Family are always in my prayers. Josh, I Love you and always will. Keep visiting me in my Dreams - they mean Alot to me.
Date: Tue Apr 11 01:12
eric reed (
like keith, I am anxiously awaiting the release of "spirit touches ground"! does anyone have any info on it yet? I was at the listening party, and I was blown away by that album. for those who think josh could not improve on what he's done so far...you're wrong! the album is just that incredible! also...anyone else going to the josh/earth day thingy on the 20th? I will be there, and it would be good to have a chat with some fellow joshers out there. I've seen many of you several times at various josh extravaganzas in the past year or so, but I've always been too shy to approach anyone. maybe we can talk a bit about the pancake fest too...
Date: Mon Apr 10 15:24
Gonzalo Riffo (
I must admit i do not know much aout josh or his life and i have never seen him live like most of the messages i just read, i did'nt even know he had passed away, i stumbbled on this great looking cd at a used cd store this summer it was a promotinal cd made of carton called inarticulate nature boy i did not think much of it, just thought this looks interesting, but when i got home and listened to it, it just blew me away, i love it and listen to it every day, one of my best buys defenitely, so i went on the net to see if he had other stuff avalible and found out he had passed away, i am truly sorry his music speaks very much of him....
Date: Sun Apr 9 10:16
jeff (
Joshy - I'm off to see Pedro pitch for the Red Sox...I would have gotten you a ticket, would love you to have seen him, he is as inspirational as the BRUCE concert we went to last year. Miss you. Jef
Date: Sat Apr 8 13:57
jeff brown (
you made it happen man, i love you.
Date: Fri Apr 7 18:01
Paul (
somewhere in the world it's 3 am ............and I'm dancing to that broken record again.................. so glad I got to see Josh live once...........and so sad I didn't try to meet him after
Date: Thu Apr 6 19:16
Nadia Enshala (
Was trying to find old School of Fish stuff on the net today. After much searching to find anything on them, I found a site which linked me here. I'm stunned to find out Josh is dead. His music got me through high school and a frightening marriage. He was so young, I feel sick. My sincere condolences to his family and friends. I never even got to see him play but he will be greatly missed, if nothing else than the loss of his music. God bless him.
Date: Thu Apr 6 15:53
amy kohrman (
my friend marla told me about josh today. i met him and sera on duck hollow beach in wellfleet 2 summers ago. we were both walking our dogs on that beautiful morning and though josh and i kept our polite distances, our dogs couldn't keep away from each other, chasing each other endlessly into the surf. it was such a kick to watch them! eventually, our mutual laughter brought us together. we had a "got to know each other in 60 minutes or less" conversation and when i returned home after that chance meeting, i told my husband and his family that i'd just met a rock star on the beach. about 7 months later my friends, who were about to leave boston for an extended tour of southeast asia, mentioned that they had just sublet their place. i don't know why i bothered to ask "who'd you sublet it to?" well, you know the answer. small world, huh? the last time i saw josh, after several failed attempts to bring the dogs back together again, was at one of his shows last march at the kendall cafe. i brought my dear friend there to meet him hoping i could fix them up and, though sparks didn't fly for them, dar and i both really enjoyed the show. i remember he seemed so happy on stage, getting down, doing what rock stars do. it's a nice image to remember him by.
Date: Wed Apr 5 19:41
crystal (
any videos available of josh's live performances? i was just curious because i only really knew him through his music & performances ~ although i met him a couple of times & he was so awesome! it still breaks my heart.
Date: Wed Apr 5 16:42
Keith Gerdes (
Can anyone please let all of us know what is going on with Josh's new album. I was at the listener party and heard it and can't wait to hear it again! It is TRULY UNBELIVIBLE!!!!!!....Please let us know....
Date: Wed Apr 5 11:17
Jeff (
The Mint Show is coming together...April 20th @ 8 pm....JOSH CLAYTON-FELT MEMORIAL EARTH DAY BENEFIT 6010 West Pico Blvd. Great Musicians honoring a great cause in honor of a GREAT friend.
Date: Sat Apr 1 17:35
Aaron Smith (
Though I did not typically follow Josh's career, I did have the opportunity to see him perform a couple of times. He was truly a great musician and a joy to watch. I was searching for information to see about having him perform at the university I work at and was shocked and saddened to read the news. It is truly a great loss, but fortunately, we are lucky enough to have his music so that he can live on. Thanks Josh, you will be missed!
Date: Sat Apr 1 01:16
nic (
If mostpeople were to be born twice they'd improbably call it dying ---... We can never be born enough. We are human beings;for whom birth is a supremely welcome mystery,the mystery of growing:the mystery which happens only and whenever we are faithful to ourselves. You and I wear the dangerous looseness of doom and find it becoming. Life,for eternal us,is now;and now is much too busy being a little more than everything to seem anything,catastrophic included.... Miracles are yet to come. With you I leave a remembrance of miracles:they are by somebody who can love and who shall be continually reborn,a human being;somebody who said to those near him,when his fingers would not hold a brush "tie it into my hand"--- nothing proving or sick or partial. Nothing false,nothing difficult or easy or small or colossal. Nothing ordinary or extraordinary,nothing emptied or filled,real or unreal; nothing feeble and known or clumsy and guessed. Everywhere tints childrening,innocent spontaneous,true. Nowhere possibly what flesh and impossibly such a garden, but actually flowers which breasts are among the very mouths of light. Nothing believed or doubted;brain over heart;surface:nowhere hating or to fear;shadow,mind without soul. Only how measureless cool flames of making;only each other building always distinct selves of mutual entirely opening;only alive. Never the murdered finalities of wherewhen and yesno,impotent nongames of wrongright and rightwrong;never to gain or pause,never the soft adventure of undoom,greedy anguishes and cringing ecstasies of inexistence;never to rest and never to have:only to grow. Always the beautiful answer who asks a more beautiful question --- e.e. cummings
Date: Thu Mar 30 02:07
Sasha M. (none@localhost):
Like many others, I first heard School of Fish in 1991 when their debut album came out during my junior year in college. I took to it immediately -- for about a month it was never far from my CD player. I also had the good fortune to see the guys perform in Boston (on a boat! It was in the middle of the small man-made lake at the Cambridge Galleria) and enjoyed the show very much. Josh, Michael and Dom (as well as the new drummer, whose name I unfortunately don't recall) all signed my CD liner. Anyway time passed and I hadn't listened to the album very much the past few years but recently I put it in my portable CD case and have been listening to it quite a bit, particularly "Speechless," "Fell" and "Euphoria." I was just poking around the web tonight when I happened across this page and the sad news. My heart goes out to Josh's family and friends, and thank you, Josh, for the wonderful music. Your light was surely taken from us far too soon. -SM
Date: Wed Mar 29 17:49
Harold Woodley (
I feel as though I was just kicked in the stomach. Though I met him on a couple of different occasions I only knew Josh through his music. He made beautiful music, the world will be a bit duller, in every sense of the word, without him.
Date: Wed Mar 29 12:43
Joe Walters (
Is there any chance that those holding the CDR's of "Spirit Touches Ground" could post some MP3's of a few of the songs? I would like to hear "Dragonfly" again, or "Nite of a Thousand Girls"... These songs should be heard. It will greatly help us all to hear his voice again. Also you can E-mail me for Info on JOSH'S PANCAKE FEST if you live in LA. We are shooting for his birthday May 18th...Love You ALL...Joe Wa
Date: Tue Mar 28 21:46
Ted Davis (
I only knew Josh as 'Jeff Rosenthal's buddy who was so very funny'. Didn't know him well but remember an amazing energy and a peaceful friendliness that came right through his smiling eyes. And that was from the first time we met! Through this site I see that many, many knew him, were touched by his enormous talent and will miss him. For I guy I hardly knew, his death hurts alot. Can't stop thinking about it. He was one of the good ones.
Date: Mon Mar 27 14:22
Scott Browne (
Within the past 4 months I lost both of my parents to cancer and then when I heard about Josh it hit hard again.I met Josh and the band at a show in Agawam,Ma. in 1991 and we talked for about 20 minutes or so before they gave us autographs.The music world has yet again lost another brilliant musician and we will all miss him very much.He was a talented,freindly and warm person and even though I only met him once it seemed that I knew part of him through his music. Take care Josh and say hi to my mother and father fo
Date: Sat Mar 25 15:17
Renee Stahl (
okay here I go.... I have checked this site many times and haven't been able to put in my words but I feel inspired by those I have read. I had the good fortune of knowing Josh- he was very dear friend to me and I think about him everyday. It still isn't real I feel as though he is on tour or vacation and he'll call and we will tell each other what's been happening- who's been doing this and that blah blah blah- however, this experience has been bringing so much to me. Josh and I were always speaking of life from the spiritual point. I feel him helping me from where he is now.(he is my first friend who has gone to the other side-) I am so happy to stay in touch with the friends and family I have met through him they are beautiful people with huge hearts--like Josh. I toast to you my friend Shwa with a full glass of Manichevitz. lov
Date: Fri Mar 24 09:42
Rob De Sousa (
I just wanted to thank Mark (mdobrucki) for making me a tape of SOF B-Sides. It made my collection of SOF and Josh stuff complete. Let's keep the music!!
Date: Fri Mar 24 08:34
Michelle (
Noooo! I don't believe it! I just heard that his new CD "Spirit Touches Ground" is done and came here to see when it will be out and read the horrible news. I play his music when I drive and love it. Will the new CD be released now? I so hope so. This is a terrible jolt. I'm so sorry for his family and fans. What a hole his loss leaves.
Date: Thu Mar 23 08:29
scooter (
Sankar, que nacionalidad eres tu? Espanol o Argentino? Quiero ser tu amigo. hasta luego. yo tambien vivo en nueva york.
Date: Wed Mar 22 17:00
sankar fres prada (
hola mi nombre es sankar y me gustaria gravar una demo musical pero no se donde hacerlo,me gustaria que me dieseis informacion sobre las gravaciones de demos.por cierto vivo en new york y no os escribo en ingles por que todavia no se mucho....os mando un saludo muy grande:sankar
Date: Wed Mar 22 16:06
Eric Dennis (
Thanks josh...
Date: Wed Mar 22 13:30
danny roberts (
I am still numb, even as I type this message. I just popped onto this site to see what was going on in the world of Josh and was blown away by the news of his passing! This is absolutely heart wrenching! I have never been so affected by an artist/songwriter/musician as I have been and still am by Josh Clayton Felt and his music! This guy brought real integrity to his craft, and made me appreciate music more than ever! I miss him and what he might have accomplished already! It is such a shame to think that his life was cut short at such an early age. All the music that he could have made and all the people he could have affected.... But I guess we are left with an incredible memory of him and of the projects he was involved with, and it is becoming more obvious to me just how many lives he did have a positive affect on in such a short time by reading these posts. These lyrics keep playing through in head... "You can come back, again and again, but you can't, no you can't, no you just can't hurt me anymore, I'm in euphoria" - J.C. Felt / M. Ward ... We all miss you Josh! God bless your family and friends.
Date: Tue Mar 21 09:53
Paul Becker (
I've been stunned for nearly a month now - that's when I first learned of Josh's death. I wondered if the new album was done yet and surfed over here to discover the horrible news. The day I first heard "Three Strange Days" I was hooked. I bought the album and was instantly caught up in the music, the voice, the feeling. That album SPOKE to me directly, and became an all-time favorite. In the many years that have passed, I still listen to it and still love it. The album "Inarticulate Nature Boy" is the same way. I'm sorry to say that I never had the opportunity to meet Josh, but I feel I knew him just the same. He was a musical genius, no doubt about it - it is an incredible loss to all of us on the planet that he is gone. I'm thankful for the music he left us and that he touched so many lives with his kindness. He and his family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Date: Sat Mar 18 20:07
eric reed (
hi josh! how are you? I'm sure you're doing fine. I know it's been a while since I last wrote to you, but I'm sure you understand why. I know everyone has been talking to you a lot lately, and I feel now it's my turn. I heard you latest album, "spirit touches ground" and I must say it is exquisitely fine! all the people there were so nice. you really do have a way of attracting good people. I also saw a variety of musicians perform your songs in LA about a month ago. they did a great job! I was happy to see such a great tribute to your music. you would have enjoyed it. well, I'm sure you were there, actually... you are a good judge of character. actually, it doesn't seem you judge anyone, but rather...you just let people accept you. anyway, I just want to let you know a few things about me. I wanted to visit you in the hospital. remember that picture we took with maria and danielle? well, we had it enlarged and we were going to sign and frame it to give to you! what a funny picture that was! I was also working on a song that I wanted to play for you. the song was inspired by you. I haven't finished it, and I really haven't done much with it since you left. it's been a bit hard, you know. the words don't come so easily now. but...with the idea I've had in my head, I think you would have liked it. I always wanted to ask you if you wanted to hang out sometime, and maybe we could play guitar together so I could get a few tips and pointers. I guess it's all up to me now. you are not going to be replaced, but something tells me that it's now my responsibility to put good music out there. my promise to myself is that I will get out there this year and play my guitar and sing. if I don't, you'll owe me a good, swift kick in the pants! take care, josh! let me know if you need anything... eric reed
Date: Fri Mar 17 08:11
Guy & Lisa Iversen (
Miss you - Love you - See you on the other side. G,L,A, & L. p.s. I need to get a hold of whoever is managing Josh's web site. Descendants of the Earth is having a music benefit in Josh's name 4/20 at the Mint in LA and we would like to have it referenced on the site or linked back to us for info. Please call me at 818-972-9336 or 213-894-2235 to discuss. Thanks - Aho, Guy
Date: Thu Mar 16 15:21
Paul Pressler (
I just found out today that Josh has passed away. I am greatly sadened. Josh Clayton-Felt was a genius. His music was a spiritual experience, and it's a shame the world will never know the same. You'll always be a part of my soul and I will miss your talent greatly.....
Date: Thu Mar 16 13:31
Joe Walters (
Blessed Memory......Josh Clayton-Felt. Please come home.
Date: Thu Mar 16 00:30
astrid (
i met josh about 10 years ago. i went to see school of fish..., i was 15. he was eloquent. he was beautiful. he was beautiful music..
Date: Wed Mar 15 19:53
Jackie Wolf (
I met Josh for the first time last October as he played at our radicalnote.com kick-off party at Luna Park. Because we had so many bands lined up to play that night, we were running out of time toward the end and had to come up with a way to accomodate the remaining artists scheduled to play. This included Josh. It was getting a bit stressful and there was a lot of pressure on me to work with the remaining artists and figure out a way where they could all play before our scheduled time was up. I remember Josh walking up to me, calmly and peacefully, telling me what he and two other artists came up with to remedy the situation. I didn't know Josh well, but a sense of calm went through me just hearing his voice and his easy-going approach to the situation at hand. I attended his funeral and clearly understood the affect this man had, and continues to have, on so many people. What a gentle, beautiful and loving soul.
Date: Wed Mar 15 19:50
Jamie Edwards (
Hmmm... Part of the quote got cut off... And to quote another friend, "The world needed Josh - and people like him. He made up for 10 bad people in the world. At least 10.
Date: Wed Mar 15 19:47
Jamie Edwards (
It's been two months since Josh left us and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about him or told someone how wonderful it is to have known him. I was lucky enough to play keyboards in Josh's band while he lived in Boston. Playing music with Josh was just that. Playing music. There were no ulterior motives. How rare that is. My friend Steve Scully who played drums with us said it best. "You know one of the great things about playing with Josh? Getting on stage w/ him never really felt like you were 'putting on a show.' I never got nervous or anxious - no butterflies - because he made it so that we were all just getting together to make some music. It was about enjoying the feeling you get when you play good music. It had nothing to do with whether or not the program director from WBCN was there, or whether or not the Sr. vice president of A&R from Warner Bros. was there, etc. It simply didn't matter when we got on stage. And I think that enabled us to all play well together, and really enjoy performing." Last November I happened to be in LA and got to sit in with Josh at Luna Park. I'll always treasure the memory of that evening, particularly Josh's smile when I played something on the goofy side during "Building Atlantis". That smile! It's hard to think of Josh and be sad. My deepest sympathy to Josh's family and friends. And to quote another friend, "The world needed Josh - and people like him. He made up for 10 bad people in the worl
Date: Wed Mar 15 19:46
Jamie Edwards (
It's been two months since Josh left us and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about him or told someone how wonderful it is to have known him. I was lucky enough to play keyboards in Josh's band while he lived in Boston. Playing music with Josh was just that. Playing music. There were no ulterior motives. How rare that is. My friend Steve Scully who played drums with us said it best. "You know one of the great things about playing with Josh? Getting on stage w/ him never really felt like you were 'putting on a show.' I never got nervous or anxious - no butterflies - because he made it so that we were all just getting together to make some music. It was about enjoying the feeling you get when you play good music. It had nothing to do with whether or not the program director from WBCN was there, or whether or not the Sr. vice president of A&R from Warner Bros. was there, etc. It simply didn't matter when we got on stage. And I think that enabled us to all play well together, and really enjoy performing." Last November I happened to be in LA and got to sit in with Josh at Luna Park. I'll always treasure the memory of that evening, particularly Josh's smile when I played something on the goofy side during "Building Atlantis". That smile! It's hard to think of Josh and be sad. My deepest sympathy to Josh's family and friends. And to quote another friend, "The world needed Josh - and people like him. He made up for 10 bad people in the worl
Date: Wed Mar 15 06:51
John J. Clayton (
I visit this site every day; it's been a comfort to hear about the affection and love people feel for Josh, those who knew him well, those who met him once or twice. Different as our media are -- I write fiction, Josh music -- we were/are both writers. I love him as my son; I love him as my dear friend, someone with whom I could share ideas of spirit, God, and art. He was so spiritually gifted. He made THIS moment, now, here, radiant with love and attention. A walk on the beach or up to a waterfall was a beautiful time. When he was with people, he made them feel -- he ade me feel -- that this time, us now, mattered. Let's see what we can bring to this moment, take from this moment. He loved: the world, God's world -- and people. He was also -- I don't know whether this comes across on this web site -- a really funny guy, critical of falsities and tinsel gods. I'll never not miss him; but I feel we're connected, that his spirit is in connection with capital S Spirit. I feel he's okay. All of you: I'm grateful. For me coming to this site is like entering a sanctuary with other mourners. John J. Clayton
Date: Mon Mar 13 19:21
tom conway - dallas (
What can i say that hasnt been said already here by so many loving folks who obviously were touched by the magnificent life of Josh Clayton Felt.I have been into SOF, Josh - since thier first single "3 strange days" & have followed them ever since. I just found out about Josh`s withdrawl from physical manifestation about 3 [stange] days ago....& am still in disbelief. I guess we all have to go sometime, but josh still had so much left to give , its just sad.Although i was never fortunate enuff to see them - him live , i have always been deeply drawn to his music & sensitivity. Josh [as i have further learned from reading all these wonderfull posts] was a wise old soul whos light lit up alot of paths down here in this world. I feel blessed that i have his music to remember him by & this i will always treasure. My sincerest & heartfelt sympathies go out to Josh`s family & friends who knew him better than i , & are truly feeling the loss of a great & noble soul - may his light still shine down on you as you walk through this world ............"and the room that is full , doesnt feel like it should , i guess i just waited too long somehow, i guess i just waited `cause i knew i would..........nothing is nothing like i thought nothing would seem" in remembrance....... tom conway - dallas
Date: Sun Mar 12 00:15
Larry Sullivan (
George Micheal! I would not love George Micheal so much, if not for spending so much time in Josh's room on Clinton Rd, listening to, Wham! U.K. Fantastic. Or, Tears for Fears, asking Henry to help us figure out what that sound was on the beginning to "Change". Henry, you new so quickly it was wind chimes. We listened all afternoon and you knew right away. When Boo-Boo called and told me the news, I didn't know how to handle it. But after I hung up the phone, I was perfectly calm. Josh is sublime, perfect, human. He filled himself and each day with love. I did not feel an empty space for him. We all are born, live, and die. If I could live with half as much love as Josh did, then when I pass those who love me will feel the peace I did when I heard of Josh's passing. Pete, it did not surprise me at all when I was meeting Josh for brunch in J.P. that he bumped in to you. And it didn't surprise me that the beautiful puppy on his leash had the same name as the gorgeous child you had in the car-seat in the back of your car. Jan, you two were so close back then,and you hooked us up those years later. I am not sad Josh is gone, but so f-ing happy he was here and and he held me, and told me he loved me.
Date: Fri Mar 10 09:03
mark (
Saw Josh play on 4/16/93 at the Hollywood Palace with SOF. I was so impressed with his guitar playing and singing, I went to see him again on 4/24/93 when he played at my college, Cal State Northridge. My favorite Josh on stage memory was that night when in the middle of the set, he gave Michael that "lets do it look' and launched into the funkiest version of Princes' Erotic city you've ever heard. Aw Yeah!!!..it was easy to see the person having the best time that night was Josh..It's so wonderful sharing josh memories on this site..i would like to share the music..If anyone out there would like a cassette copy of some of the old hard to find School of Fish music (live in LA, the wrong sampler, assorted b-sides) I would be glad to make a copy..Let the music be heard..drop me an email..
Date: Thu Mar 9 22:34
Bob Weide (
All right, Josh. Very funny. Joke's over. Let's go get some pancakes and laugh like idiots. Olly-olly-oxen-free!
Date: Thu Mar 9 12:28
jeff (
Josh, how's the tour going? I bet Hendrix loves "Paint The Tree Green." And don't let Elvis take "Meet Me In The Morning." By the way, in heaven, is he fat Elvis or young Elvis? Your friends are all feeling a bit angry that you are gone, two of us decided that we'd like a "do over." A chance to "rewind." I mean, it seems that you should be back by now....I'm feeling a bit ripped off. I've been listening to Ben Folds Five's "Magic." I think it's about you, and how it felt to sit with you at the hospital. I miss you exponentially, although there are some of us that do a great impression of eating at "Red" or "Swingers" or "Victor's" with you and Kaya. You, biting your tongue and checking out the "ladies." But always with sweetness, huh? Aww, yeah. I love you, my brother-man. I'll see you when I get there, say "hi' to Phase
Date: Thu Mar 9 09:47
Mark Polansky (
It has been over a month at his point. Josh has been my close friend for fifteen years. I have read every message posted here and still get that warm wave from so many true words. Sometimes it is hard looking into his eyes when the photo of Josh and his dog pops up. Other times it is so neccessary to do so beacause his truth is our great strength. You are all awesome and we as a group are so lucky to have his sounds and memory. Rock on!
Date: Wed Mar 8 12:54
Jamie (
I was profoundly saddened to log on to the site to learn of the tragic and untimely passing of Josh. To Josh's family, friends, and fans, my deepest sorrow and prayers are with you. The very thought of never again hearing Josh's live voice enrapture every soul in his audiences, of not seeing his sparkling eyes, or hearing him laugh at a silly story boggles my mind. Even today, I have learned another lesson from Josh - Josh always made time for others...whether it was to stop to say hello to a fan after a gig or to sit and talk until the morning sun rose..and I deeply regret that over the past few years I became so busy and that I didn't often "make time"- to see his shows, to stop by to say hello and thank him for sharing his music...or even to log on to his site earlier to find out what was going on with his unreleased album. So, I will add that besides being kinder and bringing a smile to others, we should also remember to make a little more time for those that are important to us. I think Josh taught us to cherish our lives and those in our lives, every day. I find peace in reading the board...to see that the way Josh touched my soul is the way he touched so many...whether personally or through his music...The memories we all share of Josh will help carry his spirit and will keep him alive and forever with us. How blessed I feel that I was one of the fortunate ones who got to share even just a small part of Josh's rich life. I take comfort in knowing that Josh did not have to suffer a deteriorating quality or spirit of his life. Like an angel, he touched us, our souls, and left us with his spirit through his music...he will live on forever, and I, like so many I see, am who I am, in part, because of the lessons Josh has taught me. Ride on, Josh...keep spreading your spirit and smile until we meet again! You will be sorely missed.
Date: Tue Mar 7 17:59
Dan Faris (
I opened up my Rolling Stone magazine today and as my eyes panned by the obituary section Josh's name caught my eye. I was stunned. Sometimes life takes terribly unexpected turns and this one hurts deeply. I'm not sure I believe in fate, but I'll take what Josh has left us and try to make myself better because of him somehow.
Date: Tue Mar 7 13:56
Eric Johnson (
A little bit goes by i fear, I'm standing all alone in here, standing all alone just you and I A bitter bitter hollow, left with no one else to follow, and I'm learning to live without a compass now Maybe I'm too late to say it, maybe we're all too late to mean it, we never met you anyway However, I have a right to feel the loss I never lost, knowing the world isn't any lighter now I wish you well... Euphoria
Date: Tue Mar 7 12:10
Indu (
I saw School of Fish open for Lloyd Cole in 1991, and although I was there for Lloyd, the music--fun, energetic and Josh's enchanting voice-- was incredibly compelling. Further, we spoke with Josh briefly after the show and were struck by his humor and warmth. I glanced at the site for the first time yesterday and am still numb at the news. To have lost such a sweet, creative, tenacious person; in such a quick and cruel manner just makes me cry. Josh, we love you.
Date: Tue Mar 7 07:56
Rachel Fales (
I first heard Josh when he opened for Tori Amos in October of 1996. I immediately fell in love with his music and have been listening to "Inarticulate Nature Boy ever since. I was resently doing my college radio show at the University of Hartford when I decided to play some of Josh's songs. I then promised myself and my audience I get more information on him. Through my research I reached this memorial and am sadened to hear of his death. I wish I had had more opportunities to experience his amazing music and his original talent. My heart goes out to all those who loved him as well. I can only say that we are blessed to have his music to remember him by. My show today will be completely dedicated to his memory. (Tuesdays from 12-2 at wsam.hartford.edu). Josh you are an inspiration! Thank you.
Date: Tue Mar 7 07:43
eden (
It has been a month since I found out about Josh's death, and since then I have found myself checking this site every day to read each new story and memory. Although I never met him and only saw him perform a few times many years ago, his death has affected me profoundly, and even to a degree that I am having trouble understanding. It gives me some comfort to know that so many other people feel the same way. It seems like his soul is very powerful, to have affected so many people so deeply, and this site is a testament to that power. May Josh live on forever through his music and in people's hearts. I know he will in mine.
Date: Mon Mar 6 19:20
amy Gershenson (
I went to grammer school with Josh and knew him from the sixth grade through high school. He and I used to go to his house and eat frozen cookie dough. He was smart, sweet, and creative. My girlfriend from that same era called to tell me what had happened. I am so sorry for his family.
Date: Mon Mar 6 03:44
Jean (
I don't have anything original to say; but I just went to this site on a whim, thinking, what is Josh up to--does he have a new album out yet?? And then I saw the caption under his photo that read: 1967 - 2000, and I felt my heart sink. I've seen School Of Fish perform, I think, three times; and Josh, solo, twice. I met him on two occasions, and both times he was very warm and friendly.... I don't know what else to say, except that his passing is a terrible loss, and I shall miss him!
Date: Mon Mar 6 00:27
Jeff Tundis (
I only found out recently that Josh passed away. I feel all the more fortunate now to have seen him live (acoustic, opening for Tori Amos). I have had trouble finding any more of his work around me, other that "School of Fish" and "Nature Boy", which I find amazing. His work was inspirational and beautiful. Full of life, as I'm sure he was until the end. My deepest sympathy to all Josh's friends and family. Where can I write to protest the non-release of his last album? It seems a crime to be denied the final work of such a fantastic musician. Peace, always.
Date: Sun Mar 5 02:11
nicole dominique terronez (
i was either twelve or thirteen years old when I first heard "take me anywhere" on the radio, and I thought it was raw and expressive, beautiful. Then it became important for me to know what, who, I was listening to. The music I heard was incredibly expressive that even now that I'm eighteen years old is something that that escapes me,and I don't know if what I'm typing conveys my message adequately enough. If I could tell Josh Clayton anything, I would tell him that you are deeply missed, and I'm so sorry that your time here was taken so, and I wish I had a chance to know you personally rather than just from a biography, and I was lucky enough to feel your presence in your band's--your songs. But everything written about you is such comfort and at the same time...is something I feel I've missed out on. But I hope that you recognize the effect you have had on those who never "met" you--and who will think of you often. God bless you in all ways, in all days, from here to thenever
Date: Sun Mar 5 01:33
Beth (
Rolling Stone magazine, bearer of bad news and bad tidings, was how I also found out about Josh's death. I put Inarticulate Nature Boy in my cd player, and soon I was grooving to his vibrant, shimmering music, nearly forgetting that such a loss had occurred. Yet the sadness is still there, as the shock has begun to wear off. I feel as if I'm still mourning the death of another talent who was taken too young, Jeff Buckley, and now here is another. I never had the opportunity to see Josh or School of Fish live. However, I'm glad that many people did have that experience, and I'm thankful for simply having the fortune to hear his beautiful music. I've tried to nudge several friends toward Josh's way, hoping they'd give his music a chance, even when I had feelings that this wasn't their thing. Despite a few failures, I managed to influence several friends who were quickly won over by his musical charm and grace. And I plan to keep trying. School of Fish fused a few of my friendships as well. Music seems to have this wonderful way of bringing people together, even when they may have nothing else in common. It's a silly memory, but I recall one time, on a visit to Baltimore during mid-1995, how a friend and I passed the time at the aquarium by pointing out the school of fish swimming by: "I think I'll name that one Josh.... Hey, there goes Michael!" Well, it amused us anyway, and reflected the bond we had via music I think. I hope that Josh is in peace, making music with the angels. And I wish the best for all his loved ones. "Not all of me is dust / Within my song, safe from the worm, / My spirit will survive" -Pushkin
Date: Sat Mar 4 03:49
NUDGER (
MR. RUfhAUsen, I Second that emotion, & don't know where to begin! dom-
Date: Fri Mar 3 22:47
Jeff (
I miss him everyday.
Date: Fri Mar 3 12:17
Rob De Sousa (
"If a minute ties me over while I'm falling down the mountain, and God is in the room and I am floating in a Fountain and the world makes sense, for a little while." SOF Human Cannonball
Date: Fri Mar 3 12:09
Jen (
Too young to get into the venue where School of Fish was playing in Detroit, I arrived there three and a half hours prior to the show, slipped in the front door without notice, proceeded to the bathroom, and locked myself in a stall until showtime. The anticipation of seeing Josh perform far outweighed the risk of being caught. He made my experience that night all the more worthwhile in offering to perform a song, one that they had left out of their set, acoustically backstage for me. "Fell" never sounded more melodic to me than at that moment with only a drumstick on a bottle keeping the beat and Josh's angelic strains rising above it. Many thanks, Josh, for creating this wonderful memory which led to so many others. Your life was music, and it plays on.
Date: Wed Mar 1 19:45
Bill (
Sitting waiting for a haircut, innocently picking up a RS to pass the time. And then this horrible news. I never got to meet Josh.....I never got to see Josh live. I did, however, pester just about everybody into music to "Listen to this amazing new band, School of Fish; it's like nothing out there!!!!!" I turned a lot of people on to that piece of plastic in '92....and again in '93 I didn't hear much of the 'Fish, here in humble little Poughkeepsie, but one day I found Marmi's School of Fish site and realized he did get the attention that he deserved; if not from a clueless music biz, but from a loyal & devoted following of true music lovers everywhere. And that is what's important in the end. As I read memorial after memorial it's amazing how this incredibly uniquely talented individual touched so many lives and stayed humble doing it. My condolences to family & friends everywhere, and God bless, Josh Clayton-Felt.
Date: Wed Mar 1 17:36
Dave Codd (
It seems unbelievable that this has happened. I never had the opportunity to meet Josh.. but I saw him in concert, and was amazed. His music was truly a gift to the world, and those of us lucky enough to hear it, are truly blessed. I just hope everyone can remember the gifts Josh gave us, and never forget how fortunate we were for receiving them. Thank you Josh and God bless you! My prayers go out to the lucky ones who knew you best. We are all truly better for being able to share your gifts!
Date: Wed Mar 1 14:32
Amber (
Rolling Stone delivered some terrible news yesterday. All I can say is that School of Fish was one of my favorite bands in high school and college. The lyrics from their debut album got me through some pretty hard times. When I first heard "Three Strange Days", I had to get the album! I took that cd with me everywhere. I went on a road trip in 1991...it was the only cd I played! Josh's songwriting abilities were so wonderful and simple...and then there was his angelic voice. His voice moved me with such emotion. It still does.
Date: Tue Feb 29 23:49
jim andrews (
I just read about Josh' passing in Rolling Stone . . . this is terrible. I will always be grateful to him and his bandmates in School Of Fish for not being jerks to me when I approached them after a brilliant SXSW showcase right before their record broke. We ended up playing foosball upstairs at the Jelly Club (perhaps called the Cannibal Club at the time, I can't remember) for a couple of hours, and I will never forget that they sucked just about as bad as I did! For years after that night, I'd run into those guys after various School Of Fish shows, and they ALWAYS remembered my name and were genuinely friendly towards me. That's a rarity amongst pop music stars, and although I'm not the type to be very starstruck, I have to admit it made me feel good. Simply put, Josh was one of the good guys, and it's a shame that more people didn't get a chance to be touched by his message. Here's to Josh -- I'm ready for another game of foosball! jim andrews austin, tx
Date: Tue Feb 29 23:03
John Price (
Isn't it always that way...We never really catch on until we've missed it. I never knew much about Josh other than what I felt from his music. I was an instant fan, its something about the way of it all. He was a talented Shooting Star...and his acclaim: In time, On time, and Timeless! From the heart, John
Date: Tue Feb 29 15:40
David Mayo (
I just heard about this web site today and I get here and find out that Josh is dead. I took my wife to see Tori Amos in Oklahoma City in late 1996 (I think). I'm not a particularly big Amos fan and was really in awe when I saw Josh open the show. He played the whole thing with just an electric guitar, no band. Before Tori came on, I went out to the lobby to check out possible merchandise. I bought Inarticulate Nature Boy and Josh came over. He joked about how every one of the discs had faulty cases. (The little thingies that kept the disc on were all broke.) I was playing music at the time and we talked for a few minutes about Donovan. He signed my disc "To David, Thanks for the vocal lessons." I still listen to that disc pretty regularly and this is quite a shock. My thoughts go out to the people who knew him.
Date: Sun Feb 27 10:11
Scott (
I heard the other day of Josh's passing and was completely shocked. Originally from L.A. I totally remember the School of Fish era. They really made an impact in the west and on music in general. I did get a chance to see Josh in Atlanta a few years ago when his first solo record came out.I have to admit I didn't know who he was but, a lovely young lady gave me some insite on him and what he had done previously and I immediately remembered.It was a great show and I did get a chance to chat w/ his bass player and found out what a great muscian he was. He will be missed. Sidenote: I ran into this woman again as she was applying for a job where I work and we've become very good friends. What a strange life we lead..... R.Scott....Christopher Robin